July 30th, 2009, 04:59 PM
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Mega Super Mommy
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Join Date: Jul 2009
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So, my hubby and I had decided to ttc starting in/around September. It's fast approaching and I'm getting scared. I don't want anything to interefere with my milk supply for my daughter. I LOVE the nursing relationship we have and I'm so afraid that if I get pregnant, my supply will dry up and she'll lose interest. On the other hand I don't want to wait too long to get pg, because in a couple years I'll have to do my field expereince for school and I don't want a new born or small baby at that time.
A little background- nursing does not come easily for me at all. Out of nine children, this is only the second I've successfully breastfed, and not for lack of effort. Breastfeeding for some reason is extremely painful for me for about 8 to 10 weeks. When the baby cries to eat, I cry too because it hurts so much. With most of my babies its gotten to be more than I can handle and I've weaned after a few weeks. With this baby (she's 8 months old) I stuck it out and I love it now. When she was newborn, I would keep putting her to the breast and when it got too painful and I couldn't take it anymore, I'd take her off the breast and pump instead, supplementing with a couple ounces of formula a day to make up for the difference b/w what the pump yeilded and what she needed. Then as soon as the nipple/s healed up a bit I'd put her back on and try again. It took several cycles of this and trips and calls to the lactation consultant 45 minutes away and finally it worked. I love our nursing relationship and am so scared that getting pregnant will ruin it. Any advice?
thanks,
angela
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