I told DH that I wanted to wait to TTC our 6th till May. We have too much going on right now and we don't want to miss our trip to Disney World in June. Sounds kinda selfish but it's a family trip and we only see them once a year. I am pretty angry at myself for doing this and I have no idea why really. It is for the best but I feel like I am wasting my time and my eggs. I'm not happy about it at all, not one bit. DH asked me if AF was coming soon cause I was so cranky.
I am not where I want to be in my life and there is nothing I can do about it right now. At least I have JM to come to and vent.
If my sisters (who are worse of than me) get pregnant again, I'm going to be depressed and angry. There are just some people who should not be allowed children, especially when they call me for money.