[jenmommy]

well, I was hoping for regularity...I think I am getting it...it's a bumpy road...but it is coming...

I am cramping down low, and my back and head hurt...

feels every bit like AF...

I still went to have the blood test, but felt so stupid doing it...

especially since yesterday's episode TOLD ME FOR SURE...it was my digestive organs...

I could feel everything and they were all going nutso...it's different when y ou are laying in bed and feeling it...you're not sure what's coming from where...but when you are awake...omg..it's so obvious!

it did freak me out..after the nutso episode with my crazy organs..and me taking aloe vera...for 2 days in a row...

then getting AF today...

haha, my body played a practical joke on me...

I know I can't be pregnant with a period with cramping and bleeding...

so I'm done worrying about it...and the blood test will just prove I"m not pregnant..and I can get on with my life...

my doctor has already said if the blood test is negative, she is going to refer me to a gastroenteroligist...so don't worry..I am getting that looked at...and will keep u posted!

I just want to tell you ladies...after that..I'm going to be posting alot less...only time I have been posting is when my cycle acts wierd...and when I get a false positive on a cheap test! lol...which I think I have learned my lesson?

but I appreciate all of your support and kindness!

I will be lurking still and wish you congratulations.on your bfps..but I'm going to discipline myself to use justmommies lightly.

[sjkduke]

I'm sorry hon! I know how easy it is to get so into thinking you might be pregnant...I use to obsess MAJORLY, and spend every waking minute on JM. Just remember that there are plenty of other boards on JM that you can look at, that have NOTHING to do with pregnancy, and might help take your mind off of things! There's a women's health board, which might be useful to you right now!

I hope you feel better soon, hon. If you ever need to talk about anything, you can always PM me!