[kitkat83]

I really dip low there's no mistaking that on my charts. So im guessing i can expect AF in a few days, this month was really the only month when i thought it was really possible that i could have been preggers. While im not really ttc at this moment I started charting to see if i actually O'd and to know when to be careful, we had an oops around O time even tho im not really ttc because I have work and school and its really not the best time its still disappointing Kwim I figured by the time i was 25 id at least have one kid

Oh well thanks for reading my ramble lol

[samantharae]

well your not out until the witch shows so dont get totally disappointed yet. good luck darlin!

Your temp is still well above the coverline! Stop putting yourself out before you have confirmation

[kitkat83]

Yea i guess u are right, i just dont want to get my hopes up that i am because ill be a lil dissopointed even tho im not trying right now idk if that even makes any sense lol. But all the symptoms i have been having point to AF coming in the next few days like the sore bbs, breaking out which i only do right before she comes, and my cramps i have been having on and off for the last week plus i get this weird little bubbling in my lower abs about 3 days before it comes and that happened. So im about 95% sure that im not pregnant. The only things that have been a little different then my normal pre AF symptoms are that my bbs are a little more tender, heavier and firmer than normal my friend even commented about it yesterday when she gave me a hug, a bit of tmi lol but ive been a bit more gassy and my stomach hurts but its a hungry hurt not a sick hurt. Idk what to think my mind tells me im going crazy and that im getting my hopes up and my af is coming tues but my heart wants other wise sorry for the long post

[samantharae]

see u went back up! stay positive!

[sjkduke]

Your chart looks great!!!

[kitkat83]

Ok so im kinda new at the cervix position and feeling but there is a big difference in the feel of it today vs yesterday. Today it feels way softer then yesterday does that mean my period is about to start? I was at work today, i work at a retail store and am on my feet for 5 to 6 hours every sunday, and my back was hurting like no tomorrow and i started having cramps just like right before my af starts so im pretty sure its the tell tell sign im going to start. But my bbs are really really firm today and ache from deep inside not constantly but off and on and it might be tmi but i kept getting this weird feeling near my cervix today. so im totally confused hahaha idk what to think

I used to have real trouble telling the differences between cervix changes. I used to only note it if it was obviously different. I guess time will tell, altho it's frustrating! I recall the disappointment and not wanting to get my hopes up. So I empathise with you there ((((huggles))))