Just some mindless banter while I wait for Jonah to fall asleep for his nap and I know it's safe to get in the shower without him waking...
I have one more OPK left in the pack. I'm afraid that if I take it, it'll be negative, and then I'll have wasted a whole pack of OPK's. But if I don't take it, I might miss it!
I don't know why it really matters; I know I'm close to O'ing. I just like to have that confirmation that I'm "reading" everything right. I also know it's possible to have negative OPK's and still ovulate if the LH surge was short and the test just wasn't taken in that window of time.
I guess I just like POAS. I like to watch the little line move across. I also like firmly knowing, yes or no. The sticks give me the illusion of this
(sigh) I still don't know if I should take that test. My cervix is SO open, and I had thick EWCM with streaks of red- I've been having spotting. I don't know if that is normal for everyone else, but it's been normal for me since my first PPAF. I was telling DH a couple of weeks ago, that it's almost like a second "mini" period about a week after my real AF. After reading TCOYF I know what it really is now, and it makes total sense.
I'd better O soon... I'm tired of this cycle LOL. Really I just want to have one complete chart under my wings so that I know what I'm doing a bit better.
I started taking two a day because the lines were getting pretty dark. The other day, I had one that was *almost* as dark as the control line (definitely wasn't as dark though) so I took another one about six hours later and it was lighter already. They've been getting lighter ever since. Maybe I missed it? I hope that is the case, cause DH said we are done BDig for a few days at least LOL. 
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