[slpliz]

wave a wand to make 100% sure I'm pregnant now? I am feeling so so so out and I'm sure I am and it is okay I guess but I just started realizing how much I hate TTC. We struggled so much to TTC #1 (and Lauren was such a wonderful surprise) so I'm afraid we're in for that kind of journey again. Ugh. Sorry - had to whine and get it out so I'm not nasty to people!

Just editing to add that I think it is so funny that I can be so optimistic for others and hold out hope but I'm so pessimistic about myself.

[Coley]

You're not alone in that!! I'm the same way. I have endless optimism for others, but sometimes I can barely find enough to get myself through the day.

I don't have a wand... but I can certainly throw some Baby in your face! HA!

[TeresaSuperMama]

(((Hugs))) I am sorry you are feeling discouraged. I sure wish I could wave a magic wand and make us all pregnant! Good luck hun! I hope this is your month!

[AmandaEliz]

Ugh... I hope this is it & then it will be another wonderful surprise! I totally know what you mean... we tried for a long time & suffered several losses & then Ethan was a TOTAL surprise! Maybe we can be in the same DDC again.

[Admin-pattyandthemoos]

I wish there was a magic wand too but you guys would probably want to keep it away from me. I might get carried away with it. I like bfps!

I definitely know how you are feeling. I sometimes feel like I should call myself pessimistic Patty. But like you, I am really optimistic for everyone else!