I was checking my cervix (after having cramps and diarhea) and noticed pink tinted cm on my nail bed (sorry if too much info!!) Do I mark this as spotting? It wasnt even visible until I wiped my finger on a piece of toilet paper, but I thought I should ask just in case. Oh....I am SO nervous now

I feel really emotional today...
I am just so worried that I am out again. Or what if I do get a bfp and it ends like the last one? With my last pregnancy in september i had spotting before my bfp. Now I just feel defeated.