Bah. Af is on her way.

Patriciamomofboys · #1 November 16th, 2009, 03:56 PM

Maybe she'll be early this month. I can feel her coming... within the next couple days I'll be on cycle 10. I still don't feel like it's going to happen anytime soon, in fact I'll bet anything that we'll still be ttc #2 come Nov 2010. I'm so tempted to just give up but I really want to be pregnant. I want to have my baby in my house. I want to use the extra bedroom that is the reason we bought this house. I'm getting so close to just saying forget it, it will never happen. How the heck do women keep going after so many months of disappointments? If I look back at everything we've gone through since we started trying to have a family I feel like a complete failure. We've spent the better part of the last 6 years ttc, being forced to wait to ttc or waiting to let my body get back to normal. 6 years. I thought I would be done having the 4 children that we want before our 30s but the way it's going we won't be done till our 40s and probably not even then. Ttc sucks. My obgyn appt can't come soon enough only 22 more days.

Admin-pattyandthemoos · #2 November 16th, 2009, 05:10 PM

((((((((((((((HUGS))))))))))))) I know that feeling too well. Just keep plugging along. That is all you can really do. Try not to let the despair take over. Sometimes you have to go do something to take your mind off of it when you get like that.

I hope the time goes by fast and you are in to see your doc before you know it.

iVari · #3 November 16th, 2009, 05:34 PM

I'm sorry you are feeling like that and that you are having to wait so long when trying so hard (((HUGS))), you deserve a special treat day just for you, maybe a spa day or something

Admin-pattyandthemoos · #4 November 17th, 2009, 05:49 AM

Looking for today's temp. How are you feeling today?

slpliz · #5 November 17th, 2009, 05:57 AM

Aww I'm sorry. My temp took a nose dive today so I'm out too. I'm going to call my OB. We had a lot of trouble TTC #1 and I don't want to go through it again since we've been at this #3 for a while now.

AlanaIris · #6 November 17th, 2009, 07:39 AM

I'm sorry. I really hope that the next 3 weeks until your doctor's appointment go by quickly and that you're able to get some answers from your doc.

Patriciamomofboys · #7 November 17th, 2009, 09:36 AM

My temp went back up a bit today but it doesn't mean anything. I can still feel the witch coming. I don't think this will be a full 31 day cycle, maybe 29 days. Sigh. My husband's birthday is this Saturday. At least I'll be able to have a few drinks with him.