I know month after month, its such an emotional roller coaster for all of us...seems more downs than ups for me personally, but I do have to say, I get so freakin ecstatic everytime I get to see that big fat positive smiley face positive OPK staring back at me. Got her this morning. I contemplated BD last night, should we/shouldnt we- and did not. Now I'm kickin myself in the arse this morning but will be the aggressive wife tonight

I just hope its not too late since I wont be home till 830pm. pleeeeeeese let me have a chance