update on me (x-posted)

Miss. Impatient Bevis · #1 January 19th, 2010, 06:39 PM

Went to the Doc this morning. They did an ultrasound. "The pregnancy is not viable and has resulted in a spontaneous abortion"

I hate those words. Its a miscarriage Doc, not an abortion.
The ultrasound revealed a large amount of tissue in my uterus that will not be able to bleed out on its own (for reasons i am not quite sure about) and they have booked me in for a D & C for tomorrow morning at 11.45am PST.
This will be my 3rd miscarriage and my 5th (yes 5th) D & C. I am not looking forward to it at all.
So i finally broke down and cried today for a little bit, I got angry and yelled and then i took it out on my stupid insurance company that will only cover minimal costs of the D & C and then i... felt better again. It hit me. I knew i was pregnant for 5 days. 5 days.
I will be sending Rachel a text once i am recovered enough and Im sure she will update you.

lovemama · #2 January 19th, 2010, 06:55 PM

I am new here....I feel for you and you will be in my thoughts and prayers. Please take care of yourself and lean on those around you for comfort and support.

Christy

HopefulMommy81 · #3 January 19th, 2010, 07:10 PM

Oh, Krista, I am so sorry, hon. No words can express how I feel for you, hon- just know I am here for you, we all are! Please come back when you feel up to it.