[Wallflower]

I haven't been around much for the past few months, b/c we put ttc on hold until we got some medical issues with my DH resolved. Now they are completely taken care of, so we could jump back into the fertility testing we were really just starting before the other thing came up. (We had done 1 S/A, and needed to do a second, and I had some really basic bloodwork done) But right now I am just feeling kind of hopeless about it. I still want a baby more than just about anything, but I think I am afraid of having to go through IUI, IVF, who knows what else (The first S/A showed severe low count, though we hope the second might be better), and having nothing to show for it at the end.

Part of me wants to jump back in, but the other part of me wonders if we should just be happy to have each other, and leave things as they are. I haven't really even brought this up with DH yet, since we really just got past the last hurdle. Deep down I know that we will keep trying. But I'm just so tired of being disappointed.

Sorry, that was really long, just needed to vent my feelings! Thanks for listening!

[Mod-LilSunshine]

TTC can be SO stressful. I hope that you and your DH are able to decide to do what's best for you guys. BIG *hugs*

[Wallflower]

Thank you! It IS stressful! I had NO idea before we started TTC how hard it would be!

[Arya]

I know how hard and stressful it can be, especially if you've been trying for a long time I hope you two can come to a joint decision about what to do. I personally think that you should try it, that way you'll know you've done everything you could and not regret it later. But of course, it's up to you. Good luck

[Wallflower]

Yeah, I agree, we will want to eventually explore every option. At this point I'm just not sure when we will want to get back into it all.