Just a little symptom/cycle/frustration vent...

jesridge · #1 May 20th, 2010, 06:29 AM

CD 43.... 14 DPO-ish (Could be anywhere between 14 and 10, realistically.) By now, I'm usually crampy, ridiculously emotional or irritable, and spotting. I've got none of that!

My bbs are a lot heavier and tender than during other 2wws, and I have been getting headaches like craaaazy the past few days. Never really notice those during other 2wws, either.

2 BFNs, and my temp is apparently on its way down. It hit around coverline this morning.

Has anyone else ever noticed cycles where everything seems different, but you were still not pregnant? What causes that crap? What's the point in charting my symptoms if they're going to stay the same for a while, then change drastically, even though there's no baby? Urrgh.

I seriously think there's no shot for me to get a BFP now that my temp is so low, so I've counted myself out. (I know, not til the witch shows... but...) However, I definitely don't feel AF coming AT ALL. I wouldn't even know I was in the 2ww if it wasn't for my tender bbs.

This is total, stupid, dumb poopoo!

wishfulgal · #2 May 20th, 2010, 06:57 AM

I've noticed my symptoms vary hugely from TWW to TWW. So much so that I no longer pay much attention to them.

I'll have a symptom that I'm SURE I've never noticed before or NOT have a symptom that I ALWAYS have before AF, but so far it hasn't meant anything

My only insight is that the

is a mean old hag who likes to trick us. Profound, huh?

jesridge · #3 May 20th, 2010, 07:12 AM

Haha, quite thought-provoking. Should be a quote in your signature!

I'm just going to play the waiting game, and in the meantime, I'm going to bother my doctor. I've been playing phone tag with her all week! Maybe she'll be like "well, let's just put you on Clomid." That's what I've been hoping all along, anyway. Pretty sure I definitely could ovulate a couple days earlier (or maybe a couple weeks, at least.)