I had been feeling so optimistic for this cycle, but now I'm not. No specific reason, I just don't feel as good about it as I had. We've been NTNP since November of 2009, but I didn't get my first PPAF until June of this year. Even so, I feel like I have just been wanting to be pregnant for so long, and I am such an impatient, anxious person, so this is just killing me.
I am still more relaxed this cycle than I have been in the past, more of just whatever happens happens, but hoping for it to happen sooner rather than later. I was totally weak today and tested at 6 DPO.

Of course, BFN.
My birthday is on the 23rd, and AF is due the 20th. I would love for her to stay away for my birthday!