Alright. I had my IUD removed on March 30th. Got my first PPAF on May 14th. I am still Bfing my son, reguarly. Seems he doesn't want to wean yet. I'm sure this is effecting my cycle.

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I have been feeling wet down there today. Also feel like I might be getting a YI. I feel wet and dry at the same time, if that makes any sort of sense. So I go to the potty. I check my cx and it is wicked soft, more open than I can remember. Can insert finger tip. However not very high. WTH is going on??? I know I have a long LP, like 15 to 17 days. But I just have no idea what is going on anymore. THere is one dpo I didn't enter a temp because my BBT was freaking out on me. First time I temped it was like 96 something. I think my BBT needs new batteries. I have been having a problem for a week or so now.

I feel like I am banging my head against the wall. We are already in the middle of June and if I don't have a BFP by Sept 1 then we are done. I want it to happen this month/cycle.

I feel so emotional today and I don't know why. I am not an emotional person. Heck I didn't even cry when my dad died in March. It's just not in me. Right now I just want to curl up and cry.

[diznynurse]

Open cervix at end of cycle is usually a bad sign! But your temps look great! Fingers crossed for you!

[NutMeg76]

It sounds like PMS to me. My cervix is usually just like that before AF shows up.

Well now my cx is in the Oing stage. Huge temp drop. Either AF is on her way or I'm gearing up to O again. So freaking confused!!!