I am backing off from the boards some. I cant keep doing this, I am happy to see the BFP dont get me wrong but when I see them when my AF shows up it kills me. This cycle is cycle 20 for us, 4 more mos and I will be hitting 2 yrs of TTC, I dont know how much more I can take. I will be around in the am for a little while then some in the evening but not a whole lot.

[Mommytobe92]

Hi Magan, (((BIG HUGS))) for you. You have given so much encourging words to many girls in this board and I hope you will find comfort and support here as well. Take it easy and don't stress yourself out. Take some time to spend relaxing and quality time with your DH and DD, k.

I'll be here to read your posts in the AM and in the evening.

P/S: I need to spend less time in front of this PC too, yikes.

Oh Magan I know how you feel Please take some time for yourself!!! I understand how you are feeling but I will miss you!

[GymChick]

I completely understand. I have tried to back off myself some... trying to not make myself so crazy I guess. I was getting a little crazy about planning when there really isn't anything to plan... yet.

Usually when I get AF, I hardly visit the board. It's like a complete turnoff once AF is here.

But obviously I come back when I get close to O... I just can't stay away... LOL.

Take care hon, and I'll be happy to see you when you are on! It won't be the same without you!

{{{HUGS}}}

[ashleighgurl]

Aww hun I am so sorry. I'm sending many hugs your way! If you ever need anything, PM me!

[LadyLora]

Aww I'm sorry to hear this too but you know what's best for yourself right now. Thankyou for all your help and guidence, we will miss your posts' and I for one will look forward to any new posts from you when you feel up to it. I hope everything will work itself out fine for you and your family. Take care.

Thanks ladies, but I am doing the host challenge and have 2 boards to keep up doing that. Guess I wont be backing off as much as I wanted to.

[Tiff802]

(((HUGS))) I hope that you get a BFP soon! You and your family will be in my T&Ps! Let us know if we can help in any way!

[MountainMomma]

We haven't been at it quite as long as you, but at 17 months, there are times when it really gets me down too. Seeing all the BFP's is great in a way. It gives me hope.....especially when it's someone who's be trying for a while. Then when AF comes, my hopes are crushed and it takes a few days to get over that. I hope you are feeling better soon.

[NutMeg76]

(((Magan))) We understand completely, do what you can to make yourself happier.