This charting thing drives me insane sometimes. I need help!
So, if you remember my 'is this a positive' thread, I ended up putting in a + for CD16, even though it didn't seem like a 100% positive to me.. I had definite positives last night that were as dark or darker then the control line.. and while a few of these were close, they didn't seem spot on. I was OPK'ing 3x a day for a while there, so I don't think I 'missed it' either. But anyway, so I put it in and my temp went up and stayed up for 2 days, so I figured that maybe it WAS a real +. On CD18, FF gave me solid CH's. I am still OPK'ing, since last month I had two +'s quite far apart and I don't think that I ever really O'ed. I have had definite negatives for a few days, but today there was a faint line and I have watery CM/feel very wet (and some 'stuff' was in my cup.. which I guess was EWCM?? It did eventually ball up). My temp dove down today and I am wondering if maybe this is going to be a repeat of last month. I know that a test line means nothing if it isn't positive and blah blah, but when I have gotten + OPK's, they were usually preceded by a few days of light lines, just not positives. So a 'line' must have some value, I guess. So anyway, when I put in my watery CM for today, FF changed my CH's to dotted.. and now I am just so frustrated again.
For a while I thought that I really O'ed and I was so relieved.. but now, I don't know. What do you think if you've gotten this far?
Here are my OPK's from CD15/CD16/CD17.. the two in question are CD16.. and while they are 'close', I just don't think they are definite positives. But I can't stare at them anymore. Babywishes.org (where I ordered from) says that if there is a discrepency, the 'dark' part of the test line must be at least half of the total width of the test line, if that makes sense.. which I don't think mine are. It's so hard because the sensitivity on these is actually twice as sensitive as the Answer OPK's I used last month, yet now I don't know if they are positives or negs, when last month they were definite +'s.