[MomTo1PrinceNeedsAPrincess]

Well, just when I had all hope of getting my bfp this month, why did I have to go do a TP check, and noticed a tiny amount of brown spotting . I guess my "phantom" pregnancy got the best of me again this month . I know this is only my 4th month TTC, but I swear, I am about to throw in the towel and quit. The longest it ever took was 5 months, and that was with my son who is now 4 1/2. I know I should be patient, and there are women who have been trying for years without success, so my 4 little months probably is just s drop in the bucket. I just had to vent and get this out! Then, on top of that, I just find out that my stupid, triflin cousin who is 25 and has a 1 year old daughter, no job, and is on welfare, not married, and the father to be is just as sorry as she is, has the nerve to get pregnant AGAIN! And God is fair?! How in the hell can he see fit to "bless" someone in that type of situation who was just being careless with a baby , yet someone such as myself who has a stable lifestyle, good job, my own home and lots of love to give and desperately wants another child has to struggle to have another child. I'm sorry in advance if I offended anyone, but I just had to get this off my chest.

[Mommytobe92]

(((HUGS))) I hope you'll get your BFP soon.

[MomTo1PrinceNeedsAPrincess]

Thanks hun . *blowing baby dust your way*.