Let me make a confession...I had tested I believe August 31 and this is what I got. I thought I saw something but I guess it was an evap...a real cute evap.
Waited till today and got my big fat X3 negative.
My temps are going higher and higher but I am sure I am just waiting for them to crumble down like the walls of Jericho, just that this time they will crumble into the red sea
For some reason I thought it would be so, and had prepared my mind for it...so I got depressed the past few days, and somehow this AM, reality had sank in and I am waiting for AF.
I have never had "unsafe" bd before and I have two DD (one conceived while on yasmin pill, and the other while on the patch) and this ONE time, I am "unsafe" I didnt conceive for a whole month! I am 5.6" tall, 168 lbs (overweight but not obese), no medical issues ever known. It doesnt feel really normal, unless there are some issues with me that I am not sure.
I discussed with my ObGyn and on Wednesday at 2.30 PM, I have an appt with him for a talk on this. I told him that I dont think it is normal for a healthy person who has never tasted alcohol, never tasted cigarettes, who eat healthy, and has not even headaches as medical history to bd while protected and conceive, and later bd while unprotected and not conceive. I told him that Mirena IUD might have messed something up in my system and we agreed on a thorough check to ensure there is no blockage, check for anything that could have caused that. The talk made me feel better as it is an opportunity for me...most doctors wont do that after one cycle trial, they want 6 months if over 35 and since I am not, they wont take me in till I have TTC for at least a year.
Dh has a nice way of making fun of everything and this was one of them. He has been making fun of the test I took before since he couldnt see the line and he made so much fun that we were both on the floor laughing to hurt our diaphrams. He tried to look into this one, and I told him there was nothing...he said that he might be seeing something and that is when we started laughing...COZ there is really nothing. He kept showing me and I ended up seeing THREE LINES
after hyptonizing myself! He gave up. (not that we are happy to get a BFN, no, just that at least we can laugh about it, so dont mistake me)
Till the walls of Jericho crumble down into red sea, I am still on hold, though my temps never went that high before.
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