I've been sitting here looking at my chart, trying to figure out if my chances of being pg this cycle are any good-and FF hasn't even pinpointed O day for me yet!!! I don't even know if I O-d yet and I'm comparing my chart to charts of gals who got pg!!! Is that sad or what?!?!? I am SOOOOOO hoping that I get pg this month! (Boy, it feels good to finally admit that!) My mom's b-day is this month and I was hoping that I could tell her she's going to have another grandkid.
The thing is that since I had my dd I have got AF between CD18 and CD22 and right now I'm on CD17 and I'm feeling a little jittery. What if I get AF tomorrow? Or even on CD22? What if I find out that I didn't actually O this cycle? (I really think that I did so if I find out that I didn't I'll be so sad!) What if I did O and my LP is shorter than 10 days??? (I'm pretty sure that has happened a few times-if not every time-since having dd) I have been taking B6 this cycle to try to help lengthen my LP.
Since having dd my AF's have been 7 days long, and pretty light, but this cycle AF was 10 days long, on and off, and heavier. And other cycles I believe I O-d around CD 11, but this time I think that I O-d later (maybe CD 16?). I'm hoping that this means that my cycles are getting better.
Thanks for reading. I just needed to vent!
ETA: If anyone else needs to vent feel free!
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