
Af was knocking at the door yesterday evening and she is here today!

I don't know WHAT to do anymore! It just doesn't make sense to me that my boys got taken away from me and NOW I can't even get pregnant again!!! I didn't ask for any of this.....all I want is a baby....and I had TWO-if only for a moment...and that was the HAPPIEST I've ever been.....I just don't know how much longer I can take this.....I'm only 23 and have been TTC for 15 months and have had to bury TWO children!

Sorry for the poor me rant, but I'm at my wits end!!!