[Eowyn]

Well, I'm new to all this stuff really. First time around we just got lucky the first month. I had no idea when I was ovulating or anything like that.
I am a little confused about my cycle lately. the month before last was 30 days but then this last month was 24 days!
While normally I'm 28 days like clockwork. My body just seems to be out of whack lately.
I don't know if it's me or the house, but everything has seemed extra smelly the last couple of days.
This could be the house of course, haha, I wouldn't be surprised.
Things are 'damp' down there which is normal for me, around ovulation time. But I'm not sure because of how off my cycle has been.
I'm so impatient to be able to test. But I think I won't even bother until I'm at least a few days past day 30 or so.
because the latest ive ever been is 3 days. I'm thinking of testing June 2nd if my period hasn't started by then. June seems ages away! I can't wait to test. I REAAAAAALLY would love to see a big fat positive this first month so I can go on to being impatient about finding out the sex and impatient about getting through the first trimester and being able to tell people. I can't wait to go crazy waiting over those things instead!

[Eowyn]

After being completely confused about supposed colostrum showing up I took a HPT but of course, negative, just left over BF milk.
I may be pregnant but it's just way too early for a HPT to get any results. I've decided to wait until the 1st of June and take the second test.
I'm trying so hard to get into a exercise routine. I just don't feel motivated.
I'm going to try to plan out some healthy food ideas and map out time set aside for working out TODAY. So, tomorrow I can wake up and start fresh!
I know I will be really disappointed if I don't get a positive by the end of this month. I'm trying not to think about being PG at all.
Just taking one day at a time like any other day and not try to think about the date. *Sigh* Why is it all the months so far this year have been speeding by but now May seems to be lasting simply forever?

[Eowyn]

I am not normally an emotional person. I cried almost all day today over practically nothing.
I've been taking naps along with my one year old (almost 2 hours) every day and still feeling exhausted.
I am not nauseated, but never really was my first pregnancy til almost the very end of my first trimester, but I was really tired all the time.
If my cycle is the same as last month, I could expect my period this weekend, but normally my cycle is much longer, and I wouldn't be late until June 1st. I am never emotional as far as PMS'ing goes. I've never ever noticed being so, not like this anyway!
I REALLY hope I am pregnant because otherwise, I have some serious emotional problems that have dropped out of nowhere on me today for NO reason.
I'm literally sitting there sobbing wondering why the heck for. I don't feel depressed, I have nothing to be depressed about.
I tell ya, today is just unreal.
I am just never like this. I sure hope PG hormones are to blame and I'm not just being a complete whack-o.

[Eowyn]

Possible symptoms:


Bloating.
Increased hunger.
More than usual discharge. (no itching or unusual smells.)
Extremely over emotional.
Exhaustion/ lack of energy even after full nights sleep and only mild daytime activities.


I'm only waiting one more week to test.

[Eowyn]

My period showed up on day 29 after my third negative HPT. BOO!!!

DH now is not so sure about trying right now. We're still talking about it, I think he will still want to try again this month.
We've got a week to talk about it and decide if we'll keep trying or not.
I really want us too.

I know I want another child, I'd just rather have one now rather than later and have a huge age gap.