[lizapixels]

my story is pretty long i will try to make it as short as possible


it took me and DH 6 long years trying for our first baby our daughter was born 10 and a half years ago thanks to clomid! it worked on the second try. we didnt plan on having any more just yet but i found out i was prg with #2 a few months later without any medical help i was over the moon and we now have 2 wonderful children aged 9 and 10


my mum died when they were both really tiny and this deverstated me i had a nervous breakdown and missed so much of my babies growing up so when i got better i really wanted more babies


so here we are ttc #3 we have been trying for 9 years!!!
i have a very early miscarage in dec
i am now 34 and its last chance salloon we could never afford ivf so i went back to my doctor who refered me to a doctor on the nhs whom specialise in unexplained infertility after all these years or hospitals n doctors he has found that i do not produce enough progestrone he didnt go into any detail but at last there seems to be a reason
does anyone else have this problem?


so he has put me on 50ml clomid i have to start it from day 2 of my next cycle
so ive been waiting on my period to come but then on day 19 of my cycle i got this strange bleed thing well it wasnt even a bleed it was only when i wiped it wasnt bright red blood it was browny coloured i thought it was my period coming and told hubby get ready for the moods i start clomid tomorrow lol i was really excited so i put on a pad and hmmmm waited n waited and there was no flow no period

so then ive had 2 BFN tests i am so excited i couldnt wait even thou i know its too early
it would truley be a miracle if i was prg this month before even starting the clomid but im now at cd 25 and i feel sick i have not got sore bbs i have a metal taste in my mouth thou so heres hoping im going to wait untill june 3rd to test again becuz this will be 4 week exactly since i had a period

only other thing thats different with me is i keep waking up very early 5am 7am ect my kids are off school this week and theres no reason for me to get up but i am and i noramly love my sleep.

if im am not prg this month which i guess is likly i will carry on this journal for my clomid journey feel free to give comments i welcome all the support i can get as i feel very alone
hugs liza x

[ShaunaL]

Hi Liza,
Good luck! I hope you end up with TWO more just like before and I HOPE you are pg this month! If not, then best of luck for next month and have fun practicing!!!