[-3-Hearts]

My first baby came in October of 2005 with no probelms. He was my gift from God that got me out of an abusive relationship. Sperm donor was an alcoholic and addicted to crystal meth. He beat me my entire pregnancy, but thank God, I had no problems. When my son was 2 months old, he beat me with my little one a foot away in the bassinet, and that was it for me. I left and never returned. This horrible person got me pregnant 3 times. The first time, I miscarried at 8 weeks due to the antibiotic I was given by my obgyn bc he gave me chlamydia. He wouldn't even take me to the hospital or let me call anyone to take me for a whole week. He would just tell me to Shut the F* up. 3 months later, preg again, miscarried again. Too early I think after the first.
2005 found out I was preg with my son. told my ex I didn't want to have a baby with him and I got beat over that.
Now here I am, with a wonderful man that has taken my son as his own, and I can't have a baby with him. We just don't understand why. It's been well over a year now, and my gyno is telling me everything looks good. Going to have the HSG done in about a month, and praying that this will be it for us.