[Jessie0505]

okay soo im gonna try and make my own journal!! Lets see how this goes!!

I have only been charting for 1 month now..im working on my second cycle and i think im going to stop when i find out exactly when i ovualate!! i am soo tired of the temps getting me down. AF came a day early this month but she left quick!! Now im waiting to ovulate!! I hate the waiting games!!

Well to start..i will give my history...i have been to one reproductive endocrinologist. I have had two hysteroscopic resections! That is where they cut out a septum that divides my uterus! So i had this surgery while my dh was overseas on military duty. So when he returned..we started again..(now it had been a year we were trying and he was gone a year after)so we did three cycles of 50 mg of clomid..no success..we went back to the dr and they are sending us to another re (we have moved) and that appt is on DEC 5! im soo excited!! My cyles have been all over they place before the clomid..as a teenager though i had perfectly normal 28 days on the dot cycles..i dont know what happened! But since i have been taking the clomid it helps i have had an average of 29 days!! Im on clomid 100 mg now. I hope i go see my re and then i get my BFP since i cant get it before i see him!! Well here is to the next month of trying...God will see me through it all!! He is my strength!!!

[Crunchymommy]

Just wanted to say good luck & stay positive

[Jessie0505]

Just wanted to say good luck & stay positive [/b]

thank you soo much!

okay..well today is cd 15. im getting anxious. my appt is friday. I pray and pray and im soo scared... im tired of the BFNs! i am gonna go to my RE on Friday!! YAY!! so im excited about that..i went and dropped off my records today. I think i ovulated on cd 13 so that would put me 2dpo. So im ready for that BFP! im prayin...Good luck to you all ttc!! Congrats to those who already have their little christmas presents!!

[Jessie0505]

So i went to my RE appt!! I love my new RE! He is soo much more informative about things then the last one was! He explained things in detail. Apparently she was supposed to do a laprascopy during my last surgery..however she didnt! The first time i had an HSG done..my tubes were clear! Then i did it again after my first surgery and the right tube was blocked so she said they were gonna do surgery again and remove the rest of the septum and the scar tissue she said was in there! WELL...it turns out that my blocked fallopian tube had NOTHING to do with scar tissue...the new RE thinks it has to do with the infection i had when my appendix was taken out because it ruptured!! So he thinks that because it was the military base doing the first one(HSG)..they might have missed something...i guess they have lots of problems with the base here! i dont know really!

So anyway he asked me my history and stuff and if i use lube..i said only preeseed! He told me not to use it because either way even if its not like normal lube that it still could affect the ph or the acid down there..so no more preeseed for us!!

Then he went on and did a sonogram to see what was going on and he said..wooah!! no more clomid for you for a while i had like four cysts!! I think it was two on each ovary but he said they will be gone with in the next two cycles or so!!

So now what we are to do is see if i get prego this cycle and if not..then i go for bloodwork on cd 2 or 3 and then i have to go for a THIRD HSG!!! I hate those things i cant take pain very well so it really hurts me!! Then he might do a laprascopy. Then my next appt is January 16!! He is soo awsome it was worth the two hours i was there!!