[<>*NaYoMi_BaBy_Dreamer*<>]

WELL I HAVE TO WAIT 5-6 DAYS FOR MY MOST FERTILE DATE AND IM EXITTED ABOUT BD ON THOSE DATES.....I AM STILL COPING FROM MY MISCARRIAGE OF TWINS BACK ON NOV 8TH&9TH SO ITS 2 MONTHS POST MY MISCARRIAGE....I AM HOPING I GET PREGNANT THIS MONTH BUT I KNOW GOD KNOWS WHAT IS BEST FOR MY HUBBY AND I. I HOPE THAT I WILL HAVE GOOD NEWS AT THE EARLY WEEK OF FEB WHICH ALSO HAPPENS TO BE MY HUBBY'S BDAY....I HOPE THAT I WILL HAVE A GREAT BDAY PRESENT A FATHER IS ALLL HE HAS EVER WANTED TO BE SINCE WE MARRIED BACK IN 2002.....TIME WILL TELL....(HELLO TO EVERYONE IM NEW!!!) BABY BLESSINGS TO ALL!!!!

[Banned-ms.crystal]

Hi! Welcome! I can understand about your miscarriage. I miscarried back in july and was almost out of my first trimester. So now i'm back to TTC. Baby dust to you!

[<>*NaYoMi_BaBy_Dreamer*<>]

Christianwoman1980
WELL I HAVE TO WAIT 5-6 DAYS FOR MY MOST FERTILE DATE AND IM EXITTED ABOUT BD ON THOSE DATES.....I AM STILL COPING FROM MY MISCARRIAGE OF TWINS BACK ON NOV 8TH&9TH SO ITS 2 MONTHS POST MY MISCARRIAGE....I AM HOPING I GET PREGNANT THIS MONTH BUT I KNOW GOD KNOWS WHAT IS BEST FOR MY HUBBY AND I. I HOPE THAT I WILL HAVE GOOD NEWS AT THE EARLY WEEK OF FEB WHICH ALSO HAPPENS TO BE MY HUBBY'S BDAY....I HOPE THAT I WILL HAVE A GREAT BDAY PRESENT A FATHER IS ALLL HE HAS EVER WANTED TO BE SINCE WE MARRIED BACK IN 2002.....TIME WILL TELL....(HELLO TO EVERYONE IM NEW!!!) BABY BLESSINGS TO ALL!!!! [/b]

Jan 12,09 Christianwoman1980 Journal
NOW I HAVE TO WAIT 4-5 DAYS TIL MY MOST FERTILE DATE TO TTC......I HOPE THAT WITH MY HUBBY'S NEW SCHEDULE OF WORKING DAY SHIFT THAT THAT DOESN'T CHANGE MY CHANCES OF CONCIEVING.....CAUSE IM TRYING TO BE AS STRESS FREE AS POSSIBLE.....BUT THANK GOD THAT HE HAS THE NEXT THREE DAYS OFF OF WORK!!! yEA LOTS OF B.D. TO DO.....A LONG TIME AGO...CANT TELL YOU EVEN HOW FAR BACK...BUT I USE TO BUG HIM FOR BD EVERY NIGHT CAUSE I NEVER WANTED TO LOSE THE CHANCE OF POSSIBLY GETTING OUR LITTLE BUNDLE OF JOY BUT NOW THAT WE ARE OLDER, MORE MATURE I REALIZE BD IS MUCH BETTER WHEN WE ARE BOTH RELAXED AND READY AND ON THE SAME PAGE...I BELIEVE ITS MORE LIKELY TO HAPPEN WHEN NOT FORCED....I BELIEVE GOD KNOWS THE DAY AND THE TIME FOR THOSE WHO WILL HAVE CHILDREN THIS YEAR.....THAT IS WHY I TRY VERY HARD TO NOT WORRY. RECENTLY LAST YEAR BOTH OF MY SISTER IN LAW'S HAD THEIR FIRST BABIES SO I SORTOF FEEL A SILENT PRESSURE TO HAVE KIDS THIS YEAR AND I TRY TO IGNORE THAT AND REALIZE THAT MY JOURNEY IS DIFFRENT THAN THEIRS...BY THE TIME THAT I DO GET PREGNANT I AM GOING TO APPRECIATE IT MORE THAN THOSE THAT GOT PREGNANT LAST YEAR CAUSE THE LONGER I WAIT THE MORE PRECIOUS MY TIME WILL BE. ALL I HAVE IS GOD AND MY FAITH IN HIM AT THIS TIME....HE IS WHO CREATED THE WHOLE PROCESS IN THE FIRST PLACE. WELL ITS GOING TO FEEL LIKE MY HUBBY IS AT WORK ALL DAY CAUSE HE SAID I WONT SEE HIM TIL SOMETIME AROUND 10:30-11PM SO I WILL KEEP BUSY ALL DAY, GET INTO SHAPE...CAUSE I FEEL LIKE ME BEING OVER WEIGHT IS ONE OF THE REASONS I HAVENT HAD A SUCESSFUL PREGNANCY...THE OTHER WEEK OR SO MY MOM TOLD ME THAT SHE KNOWS PLENTY OF OVER WEIGHT WOMEN WHO HAD NO PROBLEMS AT ALL...BUT I JUST FEEEL MY WEIGHT HAS BEEN THE PROBLEM ALL ALONG....SO I AM MAKING THIS THE YEAR THAT I DO SOMETHING ABOUT IT...THE NATURAL WAY....I HAVE BETWEEN JAN-MARCH FOR MY CHANCE TO HAVE A 2009 BABY...THAT IS MY DREAM RIGHT NOW......AT THE AGE OF 28. ANYWAY I HOPE MY STORY IS AN INSPIRATION TO SOMEONE....EVERYONE THAT IS TTC DO NOT GIVE UP.....BUT THEN I ALSO SAY PROBALLY THE TIME YOU GIVE UP IT HAPPENS!!!!SO RELAX, LOVE YOUR PARTNER AND KNOWS THAT GOD KNOWS WHAT YOU ARE GOING THROUGH....AND PRAY!!!GOD BLESS!!!!

[Banned-ms.crystal]

back in july, we weren't even trying to get pregnant. I didn't know when my fertile days were or anything. It just happened. I was so in shock. I was happy, but in shock. Every since the miscarriage, we have been wanting a child. So we started TTC in November (had to give my body some time). We have been unsuccesful for two months now. I am praying that 3rd time is a charm fo this month. If so, the baby will be born on my grandmothers bday who has passed and I miss her dearly! Good luck to you!

[<>*NaYoMi_BaBy_Dreamer*<>]

Jan 12,09 Christianwoman1980 Journal
NOW I HAVE TO WAIT 4-5 DAYS TIL MY MOST FERTILE DATE TO TTC......I HOPE THAT WITH MY HUBBY'S NEW SCHEDULE OF WORKING DAY SHIFT THAT THAT DOESN'T CHANGE MY CHANCES OF CONCIEVING.....CAUSE IM TRYING TO BE AS STRESS FREE AS POSSIBLE.....BUT THANK GOD THAT HE HAS THE NEXT THREE DAYS OFF OF WORK!!! yEA LOTS OF B.D. TO DO.....A LONG TIME AGO...CANT TELL YOU EVEN HOW FAR BACK...BUT I USE TO BUG HIM FOR BD EVERY NIGHT CAUSE I NEVER WANTED TO LOSE THE CHANCE OF POSSIBLY GETTING OUR LITTLE BUNDLE OF JOY BUT NOW THAT WE ARE OLDER, MORE MATURE I REALIZE BD IS MUCH BETTER WHEN WE ARE BOTH RELAXED AND READY AND ON THE SAME PAGE...I BELIEVE ITS MORE LIKELY TO HAPPEN WHEN NOT FORCED....I BELIEVE GOD KNOWS THE DAY AND THE TIME FOR THOSE WHO WILL HAVE CHILDREN THIS YEAR.....THAT IS WHY I TRY VERY HARD TO NOT WORRY. RECENTLY LAST YEAR BOTH OF MY SISTER IN LAW'S HAD THEIR FIRST BABIES SO I SORTOF FEEL A SILENT PRESSURE TO HAVE KIDS THIS YEAR AND I TRY TO IGNORE THAT AND REALIZE THAT MY JOURNEY IS DIFFRENT THAN THEIRS...BY THE TIME THAT I DO GET PREGNANT I AM GOING TO APPRECIATE IT MORE THAN THOSE THAT GOT PREGNANT LAST YEAR CAUSE THE LONGER I WAIT THE MORE PRECIOUS MY TIME WILL BE. ALL I HAVE IS GOD AND MY FAITH IN HIM AT THIS TIME....HE IS WHO CREATED THE WHOLE PROCESS IN THE FIRST PLACE. WELL ITS GOING TO FEEL LIKE MY HUBBY IS AT WORK ALL DAY CAUSE HE SAID I WONT SEE HIM TIL SOMETIME AROUND 10:30-11PM SO I WILL KEEP BUSY ALL DAY, GET INTO SHAPE...CAUSE I FEEL LIKE ME BEING OVER WEIGHT IS ONE OF THE REASONS I HAVENT HAD A SUCESSFUL PREGNANCY...THE OTHER WEEK OR SO MY MOM TOLD ME THAT SHE KNOWS PLENTY OF OVER WEIGHT WOMEN WHO HAD NO PROBLEMS AT ALL...BUT I JUST FEEEL MY WEIGHT HAS BEEN THE PROBLEM ALL ALONG....SO I AM MAKING THIS THE YEAR THAT I DO SOMETHING ABOUT IT...THE NATURAL WAY....I HAVE BETWEEN JAN-MARCH FOR MY CHANCE TO HAVE A 2009 BABY...THAT IS MY DREAM RIGHT NOW......AT THE AGE OF 28. ANYWAY I HOPE MY STORY IS AN INSPIRATION TO SOMEONE....EVERYONE THAT IS TTC DO NOT GIVE UP.....BUT THEN I ALSO SAY PROBALLY THE TIME YOU GIVE UP IT HAPPENS!!!!SO RELAX, LOVE YOUR PARTNER AND KNOWS THAT GOD KNOWS WHAT YOU ARE GOING THROUGH....AND PRAY!!!GOD BLESS!!!!
[/b]

1/13/09 christianwoman1980 ttc journey

3-4 days til my most fertile date.....This might sound weird to some but last night as I laid in bed I could feel the right side were my right ovary is some liquid like movement.....I alway be wondering what is going on down there....lol its more obvious when I ovulate or the menses are about to start. We didnt BD like the last couple of days but then this afternoon we did...and it's unusual for us because we like the night the best...now guess what my mother in law said some years back??? that when you are ttc the best time to BD is in the mornings????does anyone out there agree with that...the mornings are just brutal.....cause we want to sleep in , in the mornings and now my hubby works mornings 4 days out of the week...but I am glad he gets 3 days off straight cause you know what that means....My hubby really hopes we get pregnant this month...we really wanted to be pregnant before the year ended last year but that pregnancy ended in mis carriage.....but we are coping. cloud9.gif I dont know why i keep using the cloud9 but that is my thinking though it hasnt happend yet...but it will(faith) I got to babysit my 3 month old nephew which every chance i get to take care of him...i think to myself that it will be awesome when I have my own kids....in 3 days is my sister in laws 14th bday it would be neat to conceive on her bday since my nephew was conceived on my mother in law's bday back in dec2007. I have the feeling in my heart that I am next in line to get pregnant and have a baby and there are other people in my family who feel the same way.....but all i can do is try and be patient. it would be neat if I got pregnant this month because I would be due Oct 10,09 for three reasons....my other nephew's due date was like Oct 8,08 Original due date and he ended up getting his due date changed to sept 29th and he was born on sept 29th. the second reason why cot 10,09 would be good is that....oct 2008 was when i was pregnant for the first time(miscarried) and then the third reason is that I dont have any Oct babies in my family.....i thought of another reason....which would be a fourth reason my mother in law who has been married 3 times alway wanted to get married in oct but it never happend for her...so a second grand child bday to be born in oct would be very significant for her....and man i thought of a 5th reason....his or her bday would be very close to both of my nephews it would be: sept 22,09 my first nephew would turn 1 years old! then my second nephew sept 29,09 would turn 1 years old. Then my little bundle of joy would be born oct 10,09 all of their bdays would be extremly close. but in my heart as long as I have a child before this year is over I would be satisfied besides by this dec i will turn 29 years old....any day before or on my bday i would consider it a very nice bday and Christmas present......well l think im going to close this journal...with baby blessings to all.

[<>*NaYoMi_BaBy_Dreamer*<>]

CHRISTIANWOMAN1980 TTC JAN 2009 JAN 14,09 DAY 12 OF CYCLE

2-3 DAYS TIL MY MOST FERTILE DATE GETS HERE....SO EXITTING AS THAT DAY APPOACHES.....YESTERDAY AND THIS EARLY A.M. I HAVE BEEN FEELING VERY VERY SAD...AND USUALLY IM SAD LIKE RIGHT BEFORE MY PERIOD.....BUT THERE IS A LOT GOING ON THAT I WILL NOT WRITE IN HERE AS IT HAS NOTHING TO DO WITH ME PHYSICALLY MORE SPIRITALLY AND I KNOW GOOD IS COMMING MY WAY....NE HOW IF YOU HAVE READ MY OTHER POSTS YOU MIGHT OF READ WHERE I SAID IT WOULD BE NEAT IF I CONCEIVED ON MY SISTER IN LAW'S BDAY WHICH HAPPENS TO BE JAN 16TH...BECAUSE SHE IS MY SISTER IN LAW...BUT NOW I JUST FOUND OUT FROM HER YESTERDAY THAT FOR HER 14TH BDAY SHE PLANS ON GOING TO A CHINESE RESTRAUNT CAUSE SHE IS CRAVING THAT...WELL SO ALL CAN KNOW I LOVE CHINESE FOOD...MY HUBBY DOESNT CAUSE HE SAIDS IT DOES NOT LAST LONG IN THE STOMACHE.....BUT IM HAPPY FOR HER...AND LET ME TELL YAW SOMETHING I THINK JAN 08 MY MOM IN LAW AND I HAD THE SAME DREAM ON THE SAME DAY....AND THE DREAM WAS WHERE I WAS PREGNANT...IN HER DREAM WAS LIKE 7 MONTHS PREGNANT BUT IN MY DREAM I WAS PROBALLY LIKE 3 MONTHS ALONG AND I WAS EATTING CHINESE FOOD AND NOT FEELING GUILTY ABOUT IT CAUSE I HAD TO FEED MY BABY...AND I WAS TALKING UP A STORM IN THE DREAM TO MY MOM....AND MY MOM IN LAW SAID IN HER DREAM THAT I WAS TALKING A BUNCH TO MY MOM IN PERSON WHILE BEING PREGNANT......SO YEAH HOW MANY TIMES DO YOU HEAR OF THAT HAPPENING????SO ANYWAY IN TIME I WILL BE PREGNANT LIKE I WAS LAST YEAR AND IT WILL GO JUST FINE.....PATIENCE MY DEAR PATIENCE AND BY THE WAY I CAN NOT SPELL SO SPARE ME....HAHA! ANWAY BABY BLESSINGS TO ALL!!!!




P.S. I AM SO HAPPY THAT I KNOW HOW TO POST MY JOURNALS LIKE YOU OTHER GIRLS...FINALLY...LOL....BABY BLESSINGS

OR I THOUGHT I DID????

[<>*NaYoMi_BaBy_Dreamer*<>]

1-15-09 DAY 13 TTC WOW HALF OF THIS MONTH IS ALMOST OVER....ANY HOW EITHER YESTERDAY OR THE DAY BEFORE YESTERDAY I FELT A SLIGHT PINCH IN MY LEFT OVARY...BUT SO FAR TODAY I DONT FEEL ANYTHING AND MAYBE THAT IS DUE TO OTHER THINGS GOING ON IN MY LIFE OTHER THAN MY BODY...BUT I BD TWICE YESTERDAY AND ONCE TODAY. EITHER TOMMORROW ON MY SISTER IN LAW'S 14TH BDAY IS MY MOST FERTILE DATE OR THE DAY AFTER TOMMORROW!! IM EXITTED AND HOPE BY THE FIRST WEEK OF NEXT MONTH THAT I CAN REPORT THAT IM PREGNANT....THEN I WOULD GO TO THE OCT 2009 DUE DATES CLUB TO START MY DIARIES THERE.....BUT NEWAY ITS ODD THAT I DONT FEEL MUCH HAPPENING IN MY FEMALE ORGANS CAUSE USUALLY I CAN ALWAY FEEL SOMETHING GOING ON BUT IM NOT WORRIED.....I NEED TO RELAX THOUGH NO MATTER WHAT IS GOING ON IN MY LIFE. WELL THAT IS ALL....BABY BLESSINGS TO ALL!!!

[<>*NaYoMi_BaBy_Dreamer*<>]

1-16-09(MY SISTER IN LAW'S 14TH BDAY) THANKS TO ALL THE PEOPLE WHO ARE KEEPING UP WITH MY JOURNAL....ANYWAY TONIGHT WHILE LAYING IN THE BED I FELT THAT TWINGE FEELING IN MY LEFT OVARY SO I KNOW I AM OVULATING...COULDNT GET HUBBY TO BD WITH ME QUITE YET CAUSE HE HAS TO WORK IN THE MORNING(BOOH) SO HOPEFULLY BEFORE MIDNIGHT TOMMORROW WE WILL GET TO...BUT I DO KEEP IN MIND THAT EVERYDAY BEFORE NOW....HIS LITTLE BUDDIES DO LAST UP TIL TODAY AND BEYOND SO NO WORRIES REALLY. MY ADDICTION AS OF LAST YEAR IS WATCHING PREG DIARIES ON YOUTUBE ESPECIALLY TTC ANYONE ELSE INTO THAT????IT FEELS REALLY REAL TO WATCH DIFFRENT WOMEN'S STORIES BUT NE WAY I HOPE I CONCEIVE TODAY THE MOST SINCE MY LITTLE SISTER IN LAW'S BDAY TIME WILL TELL. BABY BLESSINGS TO ALL!!!

[<>*NaYoMi_BaBy_Dreamer*<>]

1-16-08 12pm eastern time day 14 of my cycle.....well early a.m. like after 12a.m. i noticed something very interesting....my left ovary tingled/tinged and released an egg then about 20-30 mins later my right ovary tingled/tinged so just like in oct 2008.....if it get pregnant this cycle i will be pregnant with twins!!! I would be so thankful to God if he allowed double miracles for me this month!!!!

[Banned-ms.crystal]

wow..... good luck!!!!

[<>*NaYoMi_BaBy_Dreamer*<>]

1/17/09 cycle day 15 just like 1/16/09 I felt that twinge(pinch) feeling on my right and left ovary but the small pain didnt last as long as 1/16/09.....maybe my eggs are making the journey down my fallpian tubes???? I am only use to that pinchy feeling once a month...so this is quite un usual for me....Only God truely knows what is going on with my body. I praise God for my life and lives to come!!!! We ended up making love twice on 1/16/09 and we did not make love last night...i really wanted to...but hubby was very tired cause we are still adjusting to his new work schedule...Thank God he is moving from days to nights starting next Sunday!!! i cant wait...i actually look foward to his days off starting this tuesday......

1/18/09 cycle day 16 felt a small pinch on my right ovary and it lasted even shorter than yesterday and so far that pinch did not happen on my right side....but there is still a lot of today left to go...its 2: 31pm right now....I have to wait 16 days or 2 weeks and 2 days to find out if I am pregnant or not......so what a waittttt!!!!

[<>*NaYoMi_BaBy_Dreamer*<>]

1-19-2009 CYCLE DAY 17

SO HERE IS MY UPDATE.....NO MATTER WHAT I MIGHT THINK I KNOW THAT GOD OWNS MY FERTILITY AND WITH THAT I WILL NOT WORRY ABOUT IF I AM PREGNANT OR NOT...THAT I WILL TRUST HIM THROUGH THIS PROCESS. WELL YESTERDAY HUBBY WAS TOO TIRED SO NO BD. BECAUSE OF HIS NEW DAYS SCHEDULE THAT SLOWLY IM GETTING USE TO...BUT STILL CANT WAIT TIL HE WORKS NIGHT STARTING NEXT SUNDAY....SO I AM HOPING AND PRAYING THAT THE OTHER DAYS LEADING UP TO TODAY WAS ENOUGH TRIES/TIMES FOR ME TO GET PREGNANT IF JAN09 IS MEANT TO BE MY MONTH.....I FELT A LITTLE MORE TINY PAINS IN EACH OF MY OVARIES AND POSSIBLY MORE CLOSER TO THE FALLOPIAN TUBES....BUT I WONDER IF I WILL FEEL THAT TODAY OR NOT???ITS ONLY ALMOST 6 A.M. HERE SO I HAVE A LOT OF TODAY LEFT OVER....I HAVE TO WAIT 15 DAYS OR 2 WEEKS AND 1 DAY TO GET MY PERIOD(HOPEFULLY NOT GET IT) BABY BLESSINGS TO ALL!!! HOPEFULLY WE BD TONIGHT CAUSE I MISS IT....THE INTIMACY PART MOSTLY...

[<>*NaYoMi_BaBy_Dreamer*<>]

1-19-09 STILL NOT MUCH GOING ON.....BUT KINDA BUMMED CAUSE HUBBY WONT BE HOME TIL ABOUT 12AM SO IT WILL BE SOMETIME AFTER 12AM WHEN WE GET TO BD..........SO IM EXITTED....NO SYMPTOMS OF ANY KIND YET(PREGNANT RELATED I MEAN) VERY EARLY IN THE GAME!

[<>*NaYoMi_BaBy_Dreamer*<>]

1-20-09 CYCLE DAY 18 2 MORE WEEKS TIL I FIND OUT IF I AM PREGNANT OR NOT...........
BECAUSE HUBBY HAD THE DAY OFF OF WORK TODAY....WE GOT TO BD SOMETIME AFTER 12AM WHICH I FELT HAPPY ABOUT THAT...LIKE I SAID ON YESTERDAYS BLOG FOR THE INTIMACY PART...I HAD HIM WATCH THE ABORTION FLICK FROM A RECORDING THAT I WATCHED A FEW DAYS AGO ON THE CATHOLIC TV CHANNEL......I KNOW IT WAS QUITE GRAPHIC AND EVEN WORSE FOR A MAN TO WATCH...BUT I WANT HIM TO KNOW EVEN FURTHER WHY WE ARE NOT FOR ABORTION.....CAUSE ITS KILLING A BABY THAT GOD GAVE TO THAT WOMAN AND MAN....AND LOOK AT THIS WEBSITE AND EVEN MY OWN POSTS THERE ARE PLENTY OF WOMEN TRYING TO GET PREGNANT AND THEN THERE IS LOTS OF PEOPLE ON THIS EARTH KILLING THEIR BABIES EVERDAY....THEN TAKE IT A STEP FURTHER...PEOPLE THAT GET PREGNANT HAVE BABIES AND ABANDON THEIR BABIES EMOTIONALLY,PHYSICALLY...AND SOME THAT EVEN PHYSICALLY ABUSE THEM.....ITS LIKE THIS IF YOU DONT WANT A BABY PLEASE DO NOT GET PREGNANT IN THE FIRST PLACE......BECAUSE THERE IS TOO MANY WOMEN OUT THERE THAT REALLY WANT A BABY AND WOULD NEVER DO ANYTHING TO HARM THEIR BABIES CAUSE THEY KNOW HOW IMPORTANT LIFE IS....THAT'S ALL I WANT TO SAY ON THAT....I HAVE A FERTILITY TRUTH THAT MIGHT WORK FOR SOME IF YOU DONT DO THIS ALLREADY......HELP YOUR MAN FEEL GOOD ABOUT HIMSELF EVERYDAY SO THAT THE STESS LEVEL GOES DOWN FROM HIS END........MAKE HIM BREAKFAST,GIVE HIM A MASUAGE(I CANT SPELL) COMPLIMENT HIM,MAKE HIM LUNCH, MAKE HIM DINNER, GIVE HIM KISSES , HOLD HIM, AND REALLY LISTEN.....MEN WILL TALK MORE AND MORE AND LET YOU INTO THEIR HEARTS IF YOU GIVE THEM THE TIME OF DAY AND LISTEN....AND WHEN GOD SEE'S YOU TAKING CARE OF YOUR MAN....MOST LIKELY YOUR WOMB OPENS UP AND LIFE BEGINS....LIFE BEGINS WITH WHAT YOU HAVE AND TAKING CARE OF ALL THAT GOD GIVES YOU AND SAYING THANKYOU ABOUT WHAT YOU DO HAVE ....THEN THINKING AND COMPLAINING ABOUT WHAT YOU DONT HAVE....I WROTE ALL THIS BECAUSE THESE ARE LESSONS THAT I HAVE LEARNED FROM BEING MARRIED TO MY HUSBAND FOR 6 YEARS AND WILL BE 7 YEARS IN MAY 09. I HOPE THESE 2 WEEKS GO BY FAST.....ONCE AGAIN BABY MIRACLES TO EVERYONE!!!!

[<>*NaYoMi_BaBy_Dreamer*<>]

1-20-09 CYCLE DAY 18 2 MORE WEEKS TIL I FIND OUT IF I AM PREGNANT OR NOT...........
BECAUSE HUBBY HAD THE DAY OFF OF WORK TODAY....WE GOT TO BD SOMETIME AFTER 12AM WHICH I FELT HAPPY ABOUT THAT...LIKE I SAID ON YESTERDAYS BLOG FOR THE INTIMACY PART...I HAD HIM WATCH THE ABORTION FLICK FROM A RECORDING THAT I WATCHED A FEW DAYS AGO ON THE CATHOLIC TV CHANNEL......I KNOW IT WAS QUITE GRAPHIC AND EVEN WORSE FOR A MAN TO WATCH...BUT I WANT HIM TO KNOW EVEN FURTHER WHY WE ARE NOT FOR ABORTION.....CAUSE ITS KILLING A BABY THAT GOD GAVE TO THAT WOMAN AND MAN....AND LOOK AT THIS WEBSITE AND EVEN MY OWN POSTS THERE ARE PLENTY OF WOMEN TRYING TO GET PREGNANT AND THEN THERE IS LOTS OF PEOPLE ON THIS EARTH KILLING THEIR BABIES EVERDAY....THEN TAKE IT A STEP FURTHER...PEOPLE THAT GET PREGNANT HAVE BABIES AND ABANDON THEIR BABIES EMOTIONALLY,PHYSICALLY...AND SOME THAT EVEN PHYSICALLY ABUSE THEM.....ITS LIKE THIS IF YOU DONT WANT A BABY PLEASE DO NOT GET PREGNANT IN THE FIRST PLACE......BECAUSE THERE IS TOO MANY WOMEN OUT THERE THAT REALLY WANT A BABY AND WOULD NEVER DO ANYTHING TO HARM THEIR BABIES CAUSE THEY KNOW HOW IMPORTANT LIFE IS....THAT'S ALL I WANT TO SAY ON THAT....I HAVE A FERTILITY TRUTH THAT MIGHT WORK FOR SOME IF YOU DONT DO THIS ALLREADY......HELP YOUR MAN FEEL GOOD ABOUT HIMSELF EVERYDAY SO THAT THE STESS LEVEL GOES DOWN FROM HIS END........MAKE HIM BREAKFAST,GIVE HIM A MASUAGE(I CANT SPELL) COMPLIMENT HIM,MAKE HIM LUNCH, MAKE HIM DINNER, GIVE HIM KISSES , HOLD HIM, AND REALLY LISTEN.....MEN WILL TALK MORE AND MORE AND LET YOU INTO THEIR HEARTS IF YOU GIVE THEM THE TIME OF DAY AND LISTEN....AND WHEN GOD SEE'S YOU TAKING CARE OF YOUR MAN....MOST LIKELY YOUR WOMB OPENS UP AND LIFE BEGINS....LIFE BEGINS WITH WHAT YOU HAVE AND TAKING CARE OF ALL THAT GOD GIVES YOU AND SAYING THANKYOU ABOUT WHAT YOU DO HAVE ....THEN THINKING AND COMPLAINING ABOUT WHAT YOU DONT HAVE....I WROTE ALL THIS BECAUSE THESE ARE LESSONS THAT I HAVE LEARNED FROM BEING MARRIED TO MY HUSBAND FOR 6 YEARS AND WILL BE 7 YEARS IN MAY 09. I HOPE THESE 2 WEEKS GO BY FAST.....ONCE AGAIN BABY MIRACLES TO EVERYONE!!!!

[<>*NaYoMi_BaBy_Dreamer*<>]

1-20-09 CYCLE DAY 18 2 MORE WEEKS TIL I FIND OUT IF I AM PREGNANT OR NOT...........
BECAUSE HUBBY HAD THE DAY OFF OF WORK TODAY....WE GOT TO BD SOMETIME AFTER 12AM WHICH I FELT HAPPY ABOUT THAT...LIKE I SAID ON YESTERDAYS BLOG FOR THE INTIMACY PART...I HAD HIM WATCH THE ABORTION FLICK FROM A RECORDING THAT I WATCHED A FEW DAYS AGO ON THE CATHOLIC TV CHANNEL......I KNOW IT WAS QUITE GRAPHIC AND EVEN WORSE FOR A MAN TO WATCH...BUT I WANT HIM TO KNOW EVEN FURTHER WHY WE ARE NOT FOR ABORTION.....CAUSE ITS KILLING A BABY THAT GOD GAVE TO THAT WOMAN AND MAN....AND LOOK AT THIS WEBSITE AND EVEN MY OWN POSTS THERE ARE PLENTY OF WOMEN TRYING TO GET PREGNANT AND THEN THERE IS LOTS OF PEOPLE ON THIS EARTH KILLING THEIR BABIES EVERDAY....THEN TAKE IT A STEP FURTHER...PEOPLE THAT GET PREGNANT HAVE BABIES AND ABANDON THEIR BABIES EMOTIONALLY,PHYSICALLY...AND SOME THAT EVEN PHYSICALLY ABUSE THEM.....ITS LIKE THIS IF YOU DONT WANT A BABY PLEASE DO NOT GET PREGNANT IN THE FIRST PLACE......BECAUSE THERE IS TOO MANY WOMEN OUT THERE THAT REALLY WANT A BABY AND WOULD NEVER DO ANYTHING TO HARM THEIR BABIES CAUSE THEY KNOW HOW IMPORTANT LIFE IS....THAT'S ALL I WANT TO SAY ON THAT....I HAVE A FERTILITY TRUTH THAT MIGHT WORK FOR SOME IF YOU DONT DO THIS ALLREADY......HELP YOUR MAN FEEL GOOD ABOUT HIMSELF EVERYDAY SO THAT THE STESS LEVEL GOES DOWN FROM HIS END........MAKE HIM BREAKFAST,GIVE HIM A MASUAGE(I CANT SPELL) COMPLIMENT HIM,MAKE HIM LUNCH, MAKE HIM DINNER, GIVE HIM KISSES , HOLD HIM, AND REALLY LISTEN.....MEN WILL TALK MORE AND MORE AND LET YOU INTO THEIR HEARTS IF YOU GIVE THEM THE TIME OF DAY AND LISTEN....AND WHEN GOD SEE'S YOU TAKING CARE OF YOUR MAN....MOST LIKELY YOUR WOMB OPENS UP AND LIFE BEGINS....LIFE BEGINS WITH WHAT YOU HAVE AND TAKING CARE OF ALL THAT GOD GIVES YOU AND SAYING THANKYOU ABOUT WHAT YOU DO HAVE ....THEN THINKING AND COMPLAINING ABOUT WHAT YOU DONT HAVE....I WROTE ALL THIS BECAUSE THESE ARE LESSONS THAT I HAVE LEARNED FROM BEING MARRIED TO MY HUSBAND FOR 6 YEARS AND WILL BE 7 YEARS IN MAY 09. I HOPE THESE 2 WEEKS GO BY FAST.....ONCE AGAIN BABY MIRACLES TO EVERYONE!!!!

[<>*NaYoMi_BaBy_Dreamer*<>]

1-20-09 CYCLE DAY 18 2 MORE WEEKS TIL I FIND OUT IF I AM PREGNANT OR NOT...........
BECAUSE HUBBY HAD THE DAY OFF OF WORK TODAY....WE GOT TO BD SOMETIME AFTER 12AM WHICH I FELT HAPPY ABOUT THAT...LIKE I SAID ON YESTERDAYS BLOG FOR THE INTIMACY PART...I HAD HIM WATCH THE ABORTION FLICK FROM A RECORDING THAT I WATCHED A FEW DAYS AGO ON THE CATHOLIC TV CHANNEL......I KNOW IT WAS QUITE GRAPHIC AND EVEN WORSE FOR A MAN TO WATCH...BUT I WANT HIM TO KNOW EVEN FURTHER WHY WE ARE NOT FOR ABORTION.....CAUSE ITS KILLING A BABY THAT GOD GAVE TO THAT WOMAN AND MAN....AND LOOK AT THIS WEBSITE AND EVEN MY OWN POSTS THERE ARE PLENTY OF WOMEN TRYING TO GET PREGNANT AND THEN THERE IS LOTS OF PEOPLE ON THIS EARTH KILLING THEIR BABIES EVERDAY....THEN TAKE IT A STEP FURTHER...PEOPLE THAT GET PREGNANT HAVE BABIES AND ABANDON THEIR BABIES EMOTIONALLY,PHYSICALLY...AND SOME THAT EVEN PHYSICALLY ABUSE THEM.....ITS LIKE THIS IF YOU DONT WANT A BABY PLEASE DO NOT GET PREGNANT IN THE FIRST PLACE......BECAUSE THERE IS TOO MANY WOMEN OUT THERE THAT REALLY WANT A BABY AND WOULD NEVER DO ANYTHING TO HARM THEIR BABIES CAUSE THEY KNOW HOW IMPORTANT LIFE IS....THAT'S ALL I WANT TO SAY ON THAT....I HAVE A FERTILITY TRUTH THAT MIGHT WORK FOR SOME IF YOU DONT DO THIS ALLREADY......HELP YOUR MAN FEEL GOOD ABOUT HIMSELF EVERYDAY SO THAT THE STESS LEVEL GOES DOWN FROM HIS END........MAKE HIM BREAKFAST,GIVE HIM A MASUAGE(I CANT SPELL) COMPLIMENT HIM,MAKE HIM LUNCH, MAKE HIM DINNER, GIVE HIM KISSES , HOLD HIM, AND REALLY LISTEN.....MEN WILL TALK MORE AND MORE AND LET YOU INTO THEIR HEARTS IF YOU GIVE THEM THE TIME OF DAY AND LISTEN....AND WHEN GOD SEE'S YOU TAKING CARE OF YOUR MAN....MOST LIKELY YOUR WOMB OPENS UP AND LIFE BEGINS....LIFE BEGINS WITH WHAT YOU HAVE AND TAKING CARE OF ALL THAT GOD GIVES YOU AND SAYING THANKYOU ABOUT WHAT YOU DO HAVE ....THEN THINKING AND COMPLAINING ABOUT WHAT YOU DONT HAVE....I WROTE ALL THIS BECAUSE THESE ARE LESSONS THAT I HAVE LEARNED FROM BEING MARRIED TO MY HUSBAND FOR 6 YEARS AND WILL BE 7 YEARS IN MAY 09. I HOPE THESE 2 WEEKS GO BY FAST.....ONCE AGAIN BABY MIRACLES TO EVERYONE!!!!

[<>*NaYoMi_BaBy_Dreamer*<>]

1-20-09 CYCLE DAY 18 2 MORE WEEKS TIL I FIND OUT IF I AM PREGNANT OR NOT...........
BECAUSE HUBBY HAD THE DAY OFF OF WORK TODAY....WE GOT TO BD SOMETIME AFTER 12AM WHICH I FELT HAPPY ABOUT THAT...LIKE I SAID ON YESTERDAYS BLOG FOR THE INTIMACY PART...I HAD HIM WATCH THE ABORTION FLICK FROM A RECORDING THAT I WATCHED A FEW DAYS AGO ON THE CATHOLIC TV CHANNEL......I KNOW IT WAS QUITE GRAPHIC AND EVEN WORSE FOR A MAN TO WATCH...BUT I WANT HIM TO KNOW EVEN FURTHER WHY WE ARE NOT FOR ABORTION.....CAUSE ITS KILLING A BABY THAT GOD GAVE TO THAT WOMAN AND MAN....AND LOOK AT THIS WEBSITE AND EVEN MY OWN POSTS THERE ARE PLENTY OF WOMEN TRYING TO GET PREGNANT AND THEN THERE IS LOTS OF PEOPLE ON THIS EARTH KILLING THEIR BABIES EVERDAY....THEN TAKE IT A STEP FURTHER...PEOPLE THAT GET PREGNANT HAVE BABIES AND ABANDON THEIR BABIES EMOTIONALLY,PHYSICALLY...AND SOME THAT EVEN PHYSICALLY ABUSE THEM.....ITS LIKE THIS IF YOU DONT WANT A BABY PLEASE DO NOT GET PREGNANT IN THE FIRST PLACE......BECAUSE THERE IS TOO MANY WOMEN OUT THERE THAT REALLY WANT A BABY AND WOULD NEVER DO ANYTHING TO HARM THEIR BABIES CAUSE THEY KNOW HOW IMPORTANT LIFE IS....THAT'S ALL I WANT TO SAY ON THAT....I HAVE A FERTILITY TRUTH THAT MIGHT WORK FOR SOME IF YOU DONT DO THIS ALLREADY......HELP YOUR MAN FEEL GOOD ABOUT HIMSELF EVERYDAY SO THAT THE STESS LEVEL GOES DOWN FROM HIS END........MAKE HIM BREAKFAST,GIVE HIM A MASUAGE(I CANT SPELL) COMPLIMENT HIM,MAKE HIM LUNCH, MAKE HIM DINNER, GIVE HIM KISSES , HOLD HIM, AND REALLY LISTEN.....MEN WILL TALK MORE AND MORE AND LET YOU INTO THEIR HEARTS IF YOU GIVE THEM THE TIME OF DAY AND LISTEN....AND WHEN GOD SEE'S YOU TAKING CARE OF YOUR MAN....MOST LIKELY YOUR WOMB OPENS UP AND LIFE BEGINS....LIFE BEGINS WITH WHAT YOU HAVE AND TAKING CARE OF ALL THAT GOD GIVES YOU AND SAYING THANKYOU ABOUT WHAT YOU DO HAVE ....THEN THINKING AND COMPLAINING ABOUT WHAT YOU DONT HAVE....I WROTE ALL THIS BECAUSE THESE ARE LESSONS THAT I HAVE LEARNED FROM BEING MARRIED TO MY HUSBAND FOR 6 YEARS AND WILL BE 7 YEARS IN MAY 09. I HOPE THESE 2 WEEKS GO BY FAST.....ONCE AGAIN BABY MIRACLES TO EVERYONE!!!!

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FELT A SMALL PINCH ON THE LEFT OVARY AREA...I DONT GET IT ABOUT WHY IM HAVING ALL THESE PINCH FEELINGS IN MY OVARIES CAUSE IT NEVER GOES DOWN THAT WAY...THIS IS THE FIRST MONTH AND YEAR FOR THE UN EXPLAINED FOR ME....CAUSE USUALLY EACH MONTH THRE IS THAT PINCHY FEELING ONLY ONCE A MONTH...BUT I KNOW GOD IS IN CONTROL

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1-21-09 cycle day 19 1 week 6 days til i find out if I am pregnant or not..... didnt baby dance last night.....he claims he really wanted to but it didnt go down.....nothing much is really going on.....right now im very sad cause i know a couple that at night time....will leave their baby in their bedroom sit out in the living room...or just have the baby near them....but not hold him...and just let him cry for hours and hours....and i feel so helpless hopeless....about it....all i can do is pray...anyone else go through this??????? because of this abuse of this almost 4 month old baby I wrote a nice story about how i vision myself to be a mom...just a lot of things i know about others and what they do wrong with their baby that i will NOT be doing....ugh!!!

SOMETHING KINDA OF INTERESTING IS GOING ON DOWN THERE THAT I HAVE NEVER NOTICED BEFORE......AND MY HUBBY ALSO AGREES THAT ITS KINDA STRANGE BUT ON THE OUTSIDE OF MY PELVIS IS SLIGHTLY SWOLLEN(MY PELVIS IS NORMALLY VERY FLAT!!!.....SEE I AM OVER WEIGHT BUT THE AREA I AM TALKING ABOUT BELOW MY BELLY AND WE CAN TELL THE MOST WHILE IM LAYING DOWN CAUSE MY BELLY GETS OUT OF THE WAY...BUT YEAH THAT AREA IS SLIGHTLY SWOLLEN AND I HOPE THAT IS A POSSIBLE PREGNANCY SIGN FOR ME...BUT STILL ITS STILL VERY EARLY IN THE GAME...IT FEELS KINDA DULL ACHY DOWN THERE LIKE SOMETHING IS GOING ON????????? HAS ANYONE HAD THIS HAPPEN BEFORE AND WHAT WAS THE SITUATION FOR YOU????Ok lol I HAD TO LOOK IT UP BUT I AM TALKING ABOUT MY PELVIS.....MY HUBBY SAIDS THAT THE LEFT AREA OF MY PELVIS IS MORE SWOLLEN DURRING THE RIGHT...AND IF YOU HAVE BEEN READING ALL MY POSTS YOU SEE WHERE I KEPT WRITING ABOUT THESE WEIRD TWITCH FEELINGS THAT I HAVE BEEN FEELING ON BOTH SIDES OF MY OVARIES WHEN THIS USUALLY ONLY HAPPENS ONCE A MONTH FOR ME...SO SO STRANGE???I HOPE AND PRAY SOMEONE OUT THERE CAN RELATE???