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3-4 days til my most fertile date.....This might sound weird to some but last night as I laid in bed I could feel the right side were my right ovary is some liquid like movement.....I alway be wondering what is going on down there....lol its more obvious when I ovulate or the menses are about to start. We didnt BD like the last couple of days but then this afternoon we did...and it's unusual for us because we like the night the best...now guess what my mother in law said some years back??? that when you are ttc the best time to BD is in the mornings????does anyone out there agree with that...the mornings are just brutal.....cause we want to sleep in , in the mornings and now my hubby works mornings 4 days out of the week...but I am glad he gets 3 days off straight cause you know what that means....My hubby really hopes we get pregnant this month...we really wanted to be pregnant before the year ended last year but that pregnancy ended in mis carriage.....but we are coping. I dont know why i keep using the cloud9 but that is my thinking though it hasnt happend yet...but it will(faith) I got to babysit my 3 month old nephew which every chance i get to take care of him...i think to myself that it will be awesome when I have my own kids....in 3 days is my sister in laws 14th bday it would be neat to conceive on her bday since my nephew was conceived on my mother in law's bday back in dec2007. I have the feeling in my heart that I am next in line to get pregnant and have a baby and there are other people in my family who feel the same way.....but all i can do is try and be patient. it would be neat if I got pregnant this month because I would be due Oct 10,09 for three reasons....my other nephew's due date was like Oct 8,08 Original due date and he ended up getting his due date changed to sept 29th and he was born on sept 29th. the second reason why cot 10,09 would be good is that....oct 2008 was when i was pregnant for the first time(miscarried) and then the third reason is that I dont have any Oct babies in my family.....i thought of another reason....which would be a fourth reason my mother in law who has been married 3 times alway wanted to get married in oct but it never happend for her...so a second grand child bday to be born in oct would be very significant for her....and man i thought of a 5th reason....his or her bday would be very close to both of my nephews it would be: sept 22,09 my first nephew would turn 1 years old! then my second nephew sept 29,09 would turn 1 years old. Then my little bundle of joy would be born oct 10,09 all of their bdays would be extremly close. but in my heart as long as I have a child before this year is over I would be satisfied besides by this dec i will turn 29 years old....any day before or on my bday i would consider it a very nice bday and Christmas present......well l think im going to close this journal...with baby blessings to all.