Sarah712's Journal

SarahSullivan712 · #1 February 17th, 2009, 10:43 AM

Hi All.
I just realized that EVERY single month since I started trying to concieve, i've been following the same pattern & its the same ol'story. IM SOOOO PREGNANT, I have these symptoms... sure enough, like clockwork, AF shows and i've been a fool. SO i figured. WHY NOT condense all my rants and put them in this journal.

to catch you up...
DH & I started trying in Nov. Right away I got my First BFP but ended in CP (just in time for AF to come pretty much on time).. Cycle #2 was a bit confusing bc with the CP not only was AF two days late but long and fierce& since I had started spotting 5 days earlier I wasnt sure when I was due to Ovulate (no temping or charting). NO LUCK ...Cycle# 3 was my "i give up" cycle and DH and I decided not to try this month. now here we are on Cycle # 4...

So here we go......

TTC#1- Cycle #4 - CD20 (not tracking so no idea when or if Ovulation Occurred)

still no sure signs that I even ovulated. I've been feeling honest to goodness symptoms that are not made up but not the same as when I had my CP on Cycle#1. Im starting to wonder if I am pregnant and further along than 3 1/2 weeks. here is why...

When i was 21 I was pregnant and didn't find out until I was 11 weeks along! I don't care what ANYONE SAYS.... I DID NOT MISS MY PERIOD.. twice! I would have noticed! In fact, I remembered quite clearly having a full blown AF! i know they say that is impossible but I DID! And Im almost sure I atleast had something of a period the second month two, although I will admit, it may have been lighter. No period when I was due week 12. This experience always has me thinking that anything is possible when it comes to pregnancy.

symptoms list CD18,19,20
Nausea
dizziness
heartburn
sleepiness
noticeably heightened smell
moodiness/emotional

<>*NaYoMi_BaBy_Dreamer*<> · #2 February 17th, 2009, 10:48 AM

YEAH I HAVE HEARD THAT YOU CAN HAVE A PERIOD AND STILL BE PREGNANT AND TO THE LADIES THAT HAS HAPPEND TO.....IM PREETY SURE THAT MAKES THINGS EVEN MORE CONFUSING......I HOPE YOU GET A BFP SOON!!!

Banned-ms.crystal · #3 February 17th, 2009, 01:20 PM

I agree. I'm pregnant and in january I had a period, but it was two days and light Then this month when AF was due I started bleeding too. So it is possible. Good luck to you!

Momeejenjen · #4 February 18th, 2009, 08:07 AM

Dont get discouraged sweety and remember that the average, healthy couple takes up to a year to concieve!!

SarahSullivan712 · #5 February 18th, 2009, 11:12 AM

TTC#1, CD 21

Well I wanted to rule out the possibility that I was A) possibly pregnant & further along then I thought or B) that my "symptoms" we pregnancy symptoms or just my acid reflux acting up. I tested this morning & got a BFN.. Im glad though, now I can stop dwelling on these symptoms. I am still SUPER EARLY in the TWW, if im in the TWW at all. Im not even sure if i o'd and when.

So even though im dead against tracking, charting and am trying to take the most natural approach possible.... I am going to use and OPK next month. im finding my poor DH running out of steam hahaha I thought I may have been o'ing these past couple days and the poor thing is sooo tired from working he just cant keep up with making daily deposits hahaha.

7 days til AF is due! Im feeling a lot more relaxed now that i got those IPS's debunked

SarahSullivan712 · #6 February 19th, 2009, 10:50 AM

Cycle 4 - CD22 - 6 days til AF

I was feeling some nausea this morning, i think im drinking too much coffee. NEED TO CUT BACK! i've been a lot less anxious and have kind of set my self up for this month not be the one! I am not feeling any symptoms any more so mentally im back to normal. I have 6 days before testing and now im feeling completely out of luck! I know, i know... its still too early for symptoms but im just discouraged. It doesn't take me long to get discouraged.

SarahSullivan712 · #7 February 21st, 2009, 07:07 AM

Cycle 4, CD 24 & 4 Days til AF

Feeling good today. getting closer to testing or AF. No real telling symptoms. Nothing thats stands out. BBs are sore but im so close to AF. Had some AF like cramping yesterday but only on the right side and I was noticing some WEIRD taste in my mouth.. im not going to go as far to confirm that it was metallic but whatever it was was making EVERYTHING taste weird. Some waves of nausea. but that is not unusual for me anyhow. Im feeling a LOT more calm, I think i've psyched myself out enough at this point that im not expecting a BFP aaaat all. And thats ok. Using OPK's next month.

SarahSullivan712 · #8 February 22nd, 2009, 09:10 AM

Cycle 4, CD 25 - 3 Days to AF

I've had a massive headache since yesterday. Im exhausted and slept pretty darn late. I was up late helping out for my cousins Sweet 16 party, so im sure that contributes majorly to why im tired and sore. haha. Anyway, My boobs are tender but not as bad as I would assume they would be if I were pregnant. I dont feel any other real symptoms either.

Im usually very regular and typically would be spotting by now, NO sign of AF! buuuuut, im concerned that I was correct with my intution of either late Ovulation or no Ovulation. DH and I were lazy on BD since about CD 18 so if it were late than IM DEFINATELY out this month. Whatever, no big deal. I'd be shhhhhocked if AF came past 28-29 days because, like I said, im ALWAYS regular. I definitely feel out this month, so I will just patiently prepare myself for AF.

boooo.

SarahSullivan712 · #9 February 22nd, 2009, 10:44 AM

**UPDATE** cycle 4, CD 25

When I am wrong... I am SOOOOOO WRONG!! Took a test 10 minutes ago!

I've had one chemical pregnancy so im cauciously excited! but i cried my eyes out!

#10 February 22nd, 2009, 11:14 AM

Congrats on your bfp. Now you can join the November club. I am in the October Club. I got my BFP last Wednesday at 14 dpo. I was so excited and shocked too and swore I was out for the month before I missed AF that day.

I hope it is a sticky bean. Keep us posted and God Bless

SarahSullivan712 · #11 February 22nd, 2009, 05:29 PM

Got another postive on a digi! Woo hoo.

Symptoms check
Super tired
heartburn
waves of nausea (not much)

<>*NaYoMi_BaBy_Dreamer*<> · #12 February 22nd, 2009, 10:05 PM

I AM SO SO SO EXITED FOR YOU!!!

SarahSullivan712 · #13 February 23rd, 2009, 09:15 AM

Expecting # 1, 4 weeks along

I got my BFP yesterday. Today my boobs are a bit more sore, My stomach has a very full feeling. Im tired. Most of all, IM NERVOUS. Im so afraid this baby wont stick. I feel pretty confident it will be cause the test came right up. Unlike my CP where it took a couple minutes and the line what so light you could barely see it. AF flow is due today or tomorrow, so im in good shape because there is no sign of her. I just cant wait to get to at least 5 weeks. til then, its that stinking waiting game.

Afternoon
I took a FRER and the line was a bit lighter (or so I think) than yesterdays test. I hope its because I had been peeing all day long today. I just hope This one sticks. I did get a positive digital so my numbers must be good enough for the time being! I;ve been a a baaad bad mood since i took the test an hour or so ago! grrr. I just want to see darker lines so I can relax a little.

SarahSullivan712 · #14 February 24th, 2009, 04:07 AM

Expecting #1, 4weeks,1 day

FEEL MUUUUCH BETTER TODAY! my line was nice and dark. I am very confident my numbers are going up as they should. Im just waiting for the doctor to call back to order bloodwork and I will be on my way. Still looking for an OB!
feeling a touch of nausea this morning & am constipated. Baby is still making room inside there, i can feel him/her pulling

Hubby and I are going to tell Nana & Pepere today! (my parents) they are going to be thrilled!