[charm]

Hi I am 31 and wife to DH 40 a happy mother of a DD 9 DS 7 and we have been TTC for number 3 for 18 months and 23 December I got a bfp We were totally estatic but my pregnant world came crashing down at my 12 week scan when I was told my poor baby had died at 8 weeks 4 weeks before hand I thought it must have been a huge mistake (even though the day before I presented at emergency with DH I had some spotting very very light and brownish I thought no it has to be old blood and they couldn't find a heartbeat I thought maybe it was just to early to find) well it wan't a mistake I felt completely numb I even forgot to ask for a ultrasound picture which now I regret My Dr booked me in for a D&C the next day It all happened so fast it's like a blur I went home beside myself DH and I sat silently I asked can we TTC when we can thank goodness he said yes if you up to it so here I am. Now it has been 11 weeks I have had one decent Af and now I am 2dpo and 18cd This month I used OPK"S and Pre seed I am willing to try anything ohhh and I have some body work done 2 weeks ago to prepare my body for another pregnancy.My poor DH I started testing with OPK's on day 11,12- then 13,14,15,16 + So we Bd'd for 6 days straight my poor Dh I do love him dearly I think I O'd day 16 that's when I had cramps.

DPO 2 Today I have been weeing alot and my tummy feels heavy it's a familiar feeling in a good way but now I have to wait alteast 8 days to test I will try to be patient as I am a addicted POAS tester

[charm]

3DPO today not much happening just super hungry I still have a heavy stomach BB's are a little sore.

[charm]

5 DPO and I am exhausted I could sleep for a week and I am sore I played squash yesturday lol first time in ages boy am I paying for it today I must go to bed now.

[hopeful3853]

hi charm! good luck!

[charm]

Thanks Hopeful I think I need all the luck I can get at the moment.
6Dpo today feeling crappy starving all the time ad feel a little fluish isn't it time for testing yet

[charm]

Well today is 7Dpo getting closer to testing I so hope it is my month this is driving me nuts I had a bit of a fever today my temp was 37.8 although I don't basal temp maybe it could be a good sign. No idea I still have a very tender lower abdo and I am extra tired and I have to get up mega early tomorrow for work I can't wait till the weekend as I hope for my bfp my tests haven't arrived in the mail yet so atleast I haven't been wasting them until tomorrow when the come hehehe.

[charm]

A sad day today It's been 12 weeks since my M/C so I just trying to relax It's 8dpo today and I have had a sore lower abdo I am exhausted and have had a temp for the last 2 days I am hoping it's a good sign in the meantime I will keep taking my preg vitamins and stay healthy I am now off to bed.