[Im.Nayomi]

I NOTICED THAT THEY DO NOT HAVE A JOURNAL SECTION OVER IN THE WTTTC SO I HOPE EVERYONE DOESN'T MIND IF I CONTINUE MY JOURNAL AND JOURNEY JUST TIL I AM ABLE TO SEE SIGGIES AND STUFF...I DO NOT LIKE UN FINISHED BUISNESS....AND I JUST WANT TO BE ABLE TO DO EVERYTHING ON HERE UNDER MY NEW NAME...EVEN THOUGH I DO NOT PLAN ON READING JOURNALS...BECAUSE I WANT TO RELAX....I HAVE GONE FROM FIRST TTC FOR A WHOLE 1 YEAR & 2 MONTHS WITH ONE MISCARRIAGE LAST NOV 08 BASICALLY NO SUCCESS ...WE WERE GOING TO NTNP BUT I JUST THINK WTTTC TIL NEXT YEAR JUST SOUNDS A LOT NICER.....DH AND I ARE TALKING ABOUT USING CONDOMS SOON...WE HAVE NOT USED THOSE THINGS IN SO LONG....CALL ME WEIRD BUT WHEN WE START USING THOSE THINGS I WILL FEEL IN CONTROL....SINCE MY OTHER JOURNEY HAS LEFT ME FEELING NOT IN CONTROL......I AM SO THANKFUL TO EVERYONE WHO HAS BEEN FOLLOWING MY JOURNAL...HAPPY FOR ALL THE GIRLS THAT HAVE GOTTEN S AND EVEN HAD BABIES DURING MY JOURNEY....OH...I TOLD DH IT WAS FUNNY THAT WE HAVE DECIDED TO WTTTC RECENTLY BECAUSE YESTERDAY DURING LIKE 1-2 HOURS OF A NAP I HAD A VERY LONG DREAM....IN THE DREAM DH GOT ME PREGNANT IN THIS HOUSE THAT WE LIVE IN WITH THE INLAWS SLEEPING DOWNSTAIRS AND THEIR BABY UPSTAIRS....IN WHICH WE ARE AROUND THE CORNER FOR HIM......SO YEAH I GOT TO BE PREGNANT IN MY DREAM...TO WHERE MY BELLY GOT REAL BIG.....I THINK IT WAS A C SECTION(THAT COULD OF BEEN FROM ANOTHER DREAM.....BUT I ENDED UP CARING FOR MY SON IN THE DREAM...AND MY SIS IN LAW THREW A BABY SHOWER FOR HER FRIEND(THE FUNNY THING IS...SHE DOES HAVE A FRIEND THAT HAS 2 KIDS RIGHT NOW THAT ARE REAL YOUNG...AND SHE IS TTC #3. SO IF MY DREAM IS A FUTURISTIC ONE....MY GREATEST FEAR WILL COME TRUE...THAT WE STAY WITH THE INLAWS LONGER THAN I WANT TOO.....SEEMS LIKE WHATEVER I REALLY REALLY WANT IN THE GUT OF MY HEART....I GET THE PLAIN OPPOSITE..... (OH TODAY IS 7 MONTHS THAT MY MOM IN LAW HAS BEEN IN HEAVEN.... I KNOW SHE IS HAVING A GREAT TIME
IM ON DAY 3 OF AF....AS SOON AS IT GOES OR STARTS TO LIGHTEN UP...I PLAN ON GETTING BACK ON TRACK WITH MY WEIGHT LOSS THAT IS MY TOP PRIORITY RIGHT NOW....THIS COLDER WEATHER IN OHIO IS NOT MAKING IT ANY EASIER...I LOVE WEIGHT LOSS DURING THE SUMMER...SO IM GOING TO MISS SUMMER.

[Im.Nayomi]

hoping everyone a great week!!!

I AM NOW PLAY THIS GAME ON FACEBOOK CALLED BABY ADOPTER AND THIS OTHER GAME ON http:// Online baby simulation game - Babydow why they call it babydow...idk......BUT I CAN NOT WAIT TIL I GET THE HANG OF THESE GAMES...I DIS LIKE BEING A NEWBIE

[Im.Nayomi]

HEY EVERYONE...I JUST CANT STAY AWAY FROM MY J.M. JOURNAL FOR VERY LONG...WANTED TO TELL EVERYONE ABOUT THIS 3 BABY RELATED GAME SITE ITS CALLED:

CyberInfants.com - Adopt A Virtual Baby I DECIDED TO ADOPT/HAVE A LITTLE GIRL...(U GET TO SEE A REAL BABY )I AM ABOUT TO START IT...BUT WHILE I AM ON MY SPECIAL TTC BREAK/VACATION...I STILL HAVE TO HAVE A LITTLE FUN

FROM THOSE 3 DIFFERENT BABY GAMES THAT I HAVE BEEN RAVING ABOUT...I HAVE ADOPTED 2 GIRLS AND 1 LITTLE BOY.....

[Im.Nayomi]

Hey! so today dh and I had a nice little talk.....I can not wait til it saids veteran under my name...so that it can run smoothly and the way I had it before on my old profile...ne how...i was trying to make out a year plan of Not Tty then Ttc and my dh looked at me and said 3 month planning is enough for him...I can not over load the dh......dh and I are so different that way...so ttc break Oct,Nov&Dec then Jan. we will be back in the Ttc game.

Since dh was not going to think past 3 months i was thinking....2 months off 1 month on...then 3 months off 1 month on...so on and so forth...but I agree with dh that a 3 month plan is good for now...its really a little less than 3 months though...

neway i hope everyone finds themselves pregnant before this year is over

[Banned-ms.crystal]

hey girl... i haven't been able to stop by and say hello to you. Having a newborn is demanding! How are you doing? I see you are waiting to TTC. I hope everything works out. I would love to have another one, but me and hubby didn't work out, so another one is not in the future right now. I didn't know you were on facebook. What's your name up there so i can add you. I don't have a mommy journal... don't have time, but here's a pic of my little man. Hope to hear from you soon!

[Im.Nayomi]

(crystal)hey when you have time...write in my new journal called on a ttc break til 1-1-2010:d your litle man is so so cute....look like he picked up on color.....i know you will have another little one when it is time. My name is samara shepherd on there.