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My ttc journey is pretty much 90 to nothing. I think about it, dream about it, talk about it more than I should. At one point it completely took over my bedroom and outside life. Oh that rollercoaster was not a fun on. I am back with a new start. I am excited again. I am close to ovulating and baby danced a few times and layed there afterwards replaying my methodes. My hubby is so hot I wanted to go at it again, but I wore him out.I figure i should let his swimmers build up. So I am on here just spilling out my thoughts. I have not been to bed yet. I am going to sleep my whole day away!

I hope this is it!!!

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so today at work i had the O pains like no other. It felt like gas pain but that goodness it was not gas. that would have been horrible to let one in the middle of a hair cut... Can you imagin!!! it was only like a little while it lasted. The day before that it was just a twinge. My body loves to play games. I hope i catchy that eggy. my husband got lucky several times. he he!!

I was so "in the mood" to put it. I have don't remember being so X rated in a long time. They hubby was looking extra sexy tonight. lol

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total confusion! so my ff chart is making me nervous. I know i have ovulated and my chart says otherwise. I really hope i didn't miss it!!!! i really want my baby!

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so I am wondering why I would have ewcm if i am not oing?? CP is hard to analyze. I am so lost at this.. I hope it comes soon. I really want to be pregnant! my temp is lower as the days go by.