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Psalm 138:8
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Join Date: Oct 2009
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My dh Chandler 27
& I am 29
Married since May 24,2002 (8 Years)
3 angel babies that we know of:
Twins Angels 11.9.2008(r.i.p.)
Baby Angel 5.30.2010(r.i.p.
my mom in law (r.i.p.) since 3.18.2009
we are never giving up on our dream to become
parents some day.
a member of J.M. since Jan 2009. (1 yr & counting)
Last edited by Im.Nayomi; December 1st, 2010 at 07:26 PM.
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Mega Super Mommy
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Join Date: Feb 2009
Location: Washington State
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How are you doing today?
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Psalm 138:8
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June 2nd,2010 day 6 of our own place
Katina-hanging in there. i hope you and baby bean are doing really great!
I think I cried and cried this morning with what just happend to me...but there is a lot going on all at the same time....
not to mention cramps.....I can not wait til my tortured body is free from the cleansing process so I can get back to my normal life.
To complicate things all dh talks about is sex,sex, sex like when can we have that...and that is the last thing on my mind....men are so dag on different... Also soon as this bleeding is done...I can not wait to see a pregnancy test say NEGATIVE....I never thought I would be @ this point. My step sis in law said.... how can things have gone so well...then do a horrible turn......(((( big sis.... that is called Life)))) when good comes...we have to embrace it and enjoy it...when bad comes we can pray& ask God to help us get through it...how can we know how to enjoy the good if we haven't been through bad???? This 2nd miscarriage has def. made me stronger and appreciate what I do have...........I am still alive and that is what matters.
Last edited by Im.Nayomi; June 2nd, 2010 at 11:08 AM.
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Psalm 138:8
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Join Date: Oct 2009
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June 3,2010 1 week in our own place
Dh is @ work so I get some me time, yea. It feels weird to not know if this will be a normal cycle or if the next two will be or not.....I am hoping by a miracle things are normalizing right now....Im guessing the only way things will be normal is when hcg has left my system....its kindof exiting @ the same time. I know i like hcg because it keeps my asthma away.....but I am hoping even when the hcg leaves that my asthma is gone forever....I cant believe how quick the weekend is about to be here. I hope to read some  stories real soon.....also I hope something really cool happens in June for me since @ the end of May I had a sad ending....I am looking for anything to put a smile on my face @ this time. There is something bad going on with my inlaws and something bad going on with my friend....so its not just me having a rough time right now.... Please June bring some good news for me and my family as well as friend.....and anyone that is need of some good news right now...ok im a go ahead and read journals. everyone have a great day!!! Loving my 3 angel babies(possibly more) and waiting patiently for my Earth-baby.(p.s. working on weight loss til im preggo again)
June 7-July 3rd.... waiting for hcg to leave my system and it can be any where between those dates.
June 28-1 month in our own place.
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Super Mommy
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Join Date: Jun 2010
Location: South Carolina
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I love the way you talk about God. I've been recently praying like crazy. I had some trouble trying to concieve my son, it took me 22 months after coming off of Ortho Evra patch. And I just came off of Depo after using it for one round (3 months) and all of the horror stories have me afraid. Women complaining of not being able to conceive or it taking them 2 or more years. Me and my husband really want to try for a little girl, but my cylce has been really crazy. I'm just waiting for my hormones to get back to normal I guess. Keep the faith sweety. Hope everything works out for us ALL on JM soon.
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Mega Super Mommy
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Join Date: Feb 2009
Location: Washington State
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You've been in my prayers. I hope the hcg leaves your system soon and that your asthma decides to STAY AWAY!! If you need any diet recipes let me know! I've been making some stuff for my mom and have a few that are actually pretty good and make for very filling light meals.
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Psalm 138:8
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June 4,2010 day 8 @ our own place, 6 months til I turn 30
My heart aches........... its seems like life revolves around my greatest desire in life....and its like a STOP... go STOP....go Pause& Think. When I just want to be free from it all or be a mom already....(that is weakness talking,emotions,hormones & I should be sleeping right now)
The other side of me saids I will get through this....
one day I will be able to look back on all of this and say I made it.
God helped me through it. If i could hit the fast forward button. oh boy would I.
Why did I make myself an open book to the people in my real life during my 2nd pregnancy& miscarriage...... so glad some what I can deal this pain in the private walls of dh& I's home.......really I hope to be pregnant again before I see any of the people I told.... but the next time I am pregnant I plan on keeping it to myself...I wont make the same mistake twice.....Next time I hope they see my pregnant belly&& my very next pregnancy is the one that last til healthy delivery....&& healthy baby....
thankfully I do have a lot of unpacking still to do...to help me not think so much about what all happened in such a short time......Like soon as this bleeding n cramping is done...I wont even mention anything about miscarriage....cause i will truly be over it...and only setting my sights for what is next and that is positive thinking n prayer and preparation....
whenever i am due to do a new siggy I wont even have anything in there about my last 2 miscarriages cause i am a firm believer that the people in heaven (including angel babies) are HAPPY....and I think they want all of us earth people to be happy as well.....&& I will be that for my children and all the people that have passed on and that I have known on some level.
Because I am in the phase that I am in right now.... its hard to want to be close to d.h. its like I have to...instead of I want to.(as to not hurt his feelings) I am not sure if we even talked about it....cause im so wrapped up in getting through it right now...... maybe i am just a tad bit upset that he will never completely understand what I am going through....&& because I appear as a strong Woman....that i can just go through this as though I am not going through this.....just because i am up and moving around and getting things done around here, doesnt mean i really want to. I will.....just cause...i refuse to sit around and mope all day......the clock still ticks.........its better the clock ticks than I tick..... catch my meaning.... I wish he would.....
so for my 30th bday present(12/4/10)...I hope to be able to say to everyone that I am having a successful pregnancy...&& hope to be a mom WAYYY before I turn 31 which is (12/4/11) I am going to put that far down my siggy so I do not forget......
neway I hope everyone has a great weekend.....I look forward to church Sunday I need it bad...we will be going to a new church&& I heard really good things about it from my sis in law..........
dh is home today..... so that means I will be sleeping in....sleep is my bestfriend...during times like this.... whatever is healthy.
I look forward to normal cycles soon....
I cant wait til i reach post #2222.
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Location: California
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OMG. i have been away far too long and just cannot believe what you are going through. i am so, so, so very sorry nayomi. i can't tell you enough what a beautiful person you are and how much i hope for you to become a mommy and to be happy. i know you are strong and will survive this, and one day you will be holding your baby angel in your arms.
i wish i could give you a big hug in person right now. but just pretend with this online one. 
you are in my prayers.
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Psalm 138:8
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June 5,2010 day 9 @ our own place
If my plans work out tonight...Im going to go stay with a friend for the night then be back with my dh tomorrow...so happy to be getting away....I am sure I am going to end up missing my dh...... neway its time for a June storm around here.
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Join Date: Jun 2010
Location: South Carolina
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I agree Nayomi there definitely needs to be a BFP storm around here. Hope you enjoy staying with your friend for the night.
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Psalm 138:8
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June 6,2010 day 10@ our own place.
Spending the night last night with my friend was ok...but def. not spending the night with family for a long,long time...I just want to be with dh& enjoying our place... He said he only got 3 hours of sleep without me, and I got maybe 1 hour if that....because lots of talking and bringing up elementary- jr. high days.......thank goodness those days are truly over(til i have kids someday) speaking of that friend......that friend had a dream that dh & I ended up adopting and that friend ended up adopting....I told the friend that I def. want to have my own& the friend agrees. I did say that if an adopting opportunity came up...I would do it...&& I am already thinking ahead...I wouldn't adopt just one baby, I would adopt two so they would have eachother......the same way I think about having children of my own. I told my friend after what I have been through with 2 miscarriages....I am not in any hurry to have kids right right now....if that happens great.....but I have learned patience now....which makes me much happier than before I had the two miscarriages........by the way my friend told me about a mutual friend that had 7 miscarriages(miscarrying @ either 4months or 5 months of her pregnancies) and then with baby #8 she made it to 7 months pregnant without knowing it...&& her grandparents said that she should go to the doctors......I am praying with all my heart all I had to do was deal with 2 miscarriages and the rest are successful....No more heart break......neway.....I do need to catch up on sleep, then get stuff done...so I am going to bounce til tomorrow.
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i'm so excited you guys moved into your own place! so much fun to decorate. my favorite part.
i'm going to post some really healthy, easy and yummy recipes for you and dh to try, too.
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Psalm 138:8
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Sara-that would be awesome!!!
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Mega Super Mommy
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I'm so glad that you guys get to enjoy more time with just the two of you! It must be nice after all that time living with other people. My friend Katie, her husband and her daughter had been living with her parents for 2 years, they still technically live with them but they are on seperate sides of a duplex, and you can tell they are a lot happier to have a place to call their own and a place to call home! 
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Thur. June 10,2010 2wks @ our own place.
Still loving our own place. Its starting to feel more and more like home each day. It is 1217am so really I need to call it a night. I love my dh. Hopefully my cycle is normalizing....& hopefully my next cycle will just be normal. Unpacking boxes and getting this place organized my only plans today.
Peace!!!
(missing my nephews dearly)
Last edited by Im.Nayomi; June 9th, 2010 at 10:10 PM.
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June 11th, 2010, 10:50 AM
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Fri. June 11,2010 2wks 1day @ our own place.
Hey. Today my Twin Angels would of been 1 years old.(love you angels)
Little by little this place is starting to come together.
I need to do much better with my diet...
I look forward to the day that I have a successful pregnant,birth& healthy baby.(wishing the same for all my J.M. sisters)
got things to do...so let me get off of here.
oh and I need to get caught up on journals.(if there is any)
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June 11th, 2010, 10:30 PM
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Super Mommy
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Join Date: Dec 2008
Location: California
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hey! can't wait to get into fitness pal! great website and thanks! i'm glad to know how the weight watchers points actually play out to calories. good stuff to know. glad it's the weekend! let's both get outside this weekend and take some long walks or do something physical!
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