My ride to God's next gift!

A Mommy N Love · #1 October 26th, 2010, 04:01 PM

I think I will start by a short story... DH and I have been married since June of 05. We took some time to decide when we should start trying for our first little baby. While pregnant I was driving home from work early because they were shutting it down for the day because the snow was getting really bad. While sitting at a red light being super scared about driving in the snow I was sitting there and thought of this little baby inside me that was only 2 months from being born and I started crying because at the very minute I feel in love with my little girl. and in May of 09 we had our DD after being in labor for 5 days and then getting really sick and scared becasue they took her as soon as she was born. I got to meet her after 3 hours but I could only touch her and then the next day when she was almost 24 hours old I got to hold her for the first time. After three days in the hosital we got to drive home with her. I said then and there I will never do this again. Pregnancy was hard I was sick the whole time and labor was even harder. But here we are now wanting another because they are truly worth every bit I went though.

After she got here I have had high blood pressure since from the time I O until AF comes. So i'm scared of being pregnant again but we are going to try this and go to a high risk doctor. Now DH is in the Army and we are far from family. We are trying to baby #2. This is our first month to try and I'm worried that If we don't plant the seed this time then something might be wrong with me. We don't care what the sex is as long as they are healthy. I am 5 DPO and wanting to test even though I know it will come up as BPN...I will keep you posted from here on out...I can't wait to see what God is planning for us!!

A Mommy N Love · #2 October 27th, 2010, 11:16 AM

Ok so I'm 6 DPO and I'm not sure whats going on...either I am tired because Chloe hadn't slept well in a while but she ended up sleeping with us so I slept fine...but I'm really tired today. And I was hungry this morning to the point that i felt a little sick and then after I ate I still feel sick...so since I ended up taking my BP meds a few days ago then that could be the answer to the tiredness but doesn't answer the feeling sick...lets cross our fingers that its something else...

A Mommy N Love · #3 October 29th, 2010, 08:30 PM

so yesterday was 7 DPO and I felt what might have been Implantation because it was a sharp pain in my lower right side...right where the uters is. lasting about 10 minutes ago going away... Today at 8 DPO I am tired, headache, thirsty. Keeping in mind that I didn't sleep well last night but I did get a two and a half hour nap. Maybe its Chloe not sleeping wearing on me or maybe its a little bean starting to cook...lets wait and see