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March 9th, 2009, 12:11 PM
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I know it is not 'normal' to have a happy greeting from a member but this one is. I use to post on this board back in 2007 and some of 2008 but I got pg and happliy had a DS and felt guilty about posting here. But if you girls would have me I would like to come back.

My name is Nikki. I have 2 living children, DD Kaylie...almost 4 and DS Scott...7 months. And I have 3 baby angels. I lost my 1st baby (also my 1st pregnancy) at just under 6w in July 04. I was crushed! I got pg with my DD in September 04.

DH and I started TTC again in 07 and that was a tough year. We lost one angel in May 07 (again right at 6 weeks) and I then got PG again only to find out that my pregnancy was ectopic I had surgery Oct 2, 2007 (at exactly 6w) to remove my precious baby. I had never felt so horrible in all my life knowing that I was killing my baby so I could live. I knew in my head it had to be done but my heart did not understand. I ended up loosing my right tube as well. But the blessing that came out of all of this was the doc did a biopsy on my pregnancy he removed and there was no baby in there...blight ovum. It help me so much to know that my child had never even left heaven. But I still had a hole in my heart where all the hopes and dreams for that baby had been.

After my ectopic loss I unexpectedly got pg with my DS. Oops! DH and I practice NFP but I was not charting b/c I was depressed and just did not want to. We were abstaining. But my b-day was on CD 43 and we dtd just that one time. God knew what he was doing.

Now I am at a place with my losses were I feel peace. I still miss my angels but I don't really feel anger or guilt anymore. I still think about them a lot and at Christmas I have 3 little angel ordiments that I hang on my tree so we can all be together as a family. And I still have all my + HPT's with their dates on the back. My DD knows that mommy has babies that went to heaven before they were born...but I don't think she understands.

But anyways....I am back if you will have me...and hello everyone!
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March 10th, 2009, 05:42 AM
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Welcome back! Your little ones are adorable!
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March 10th, 2009, 06:48 AM
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thanks Augie! When is your March of Dimes walk? We are walking April 18th. This will be our 5th year. It is such a beautiful cause!
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March 10th, 2009, 03:48 PM
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Mine is April 4th. My younger brother was born a preemie and sadly passed away at two days old so it's always been an issue close to my heart. This is my first year walking. I'll be walking in honor of several preemies I hold close to my heart.
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March 10th, 2009, 11:47 PM
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hi hun and welcome back! your little one's are adorable.. your daughter has the most adorable grin!
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March 18th, 2009, 05:14 AM
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Hi Nikki! I still post here too. Like you I felt guilty for awhile and stayed away. But, then I felt like I was abandoning the board so I came back. I think people know we understand and have been there.

I'm doing the walk mid-April, here in CA. It will be my first year walking vs volunteering - I usually do the firefighter's chili & hot dog booth.
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March 18th, 2009, 06:54 PM
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Welcome back Nikki! I'm glad you returned (you too Lisa!). Seeing a sucess story of RPL women has kept me from giving up hope many times. You are inspirational to us all. Glad you are back!
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