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September 28th, 2006, 09:33 AM
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My name is Ellie I am 18.

I first fell pregnant when I was 15, quite by accident and I remember quite little of the whole thing, I talkeven less of it, my mind has blocked it out.

My second misscarriage was when I was 16, we named him Charlie. Although we didn't really know the sex of the baby we wanted to give our child an idenity. 12/05/05

My third miscarriage was twins, Isabel and Susannah when I was 17 on the 5th of august 05, only three months after Charlie. It are this two angels that I find it hardest to cope with at the moment, the little time between the last two forced me into denial...

I dream of Charlie, Isabel and Susannah every night. I miss them so much...
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September 28th, 2006, 10:35 AM
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Oh hon, I'm sorry that you had to find us here, it's a sad way to make new friends, but I think you'll find a lot of peace here. I'm so sorry for your losses, please know that everything you're feeling is 100% normal, and any time you need to talk or vent we're here for you!
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September 28th, 2006, 10:51 AM
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Thank you
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September 28th, 2006, 11:21 AM
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It's hard enough to go through that much loss, much less at such a tender age. I'm sorry for all of your losses. Hopefully this board will bring you some much needed comfort and support. Feel free to vent, cry, question, whatever you need to do. We'll be here.
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September 28th, 2006, 11:39 AM
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thank you I'm so glad I found this board.

Also... random question how did you get your blinkies in a line?
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September 28th, 2006, 01:04 PM
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When you put them in your siggy, just start the next one after the first one. If you put a space between codes I think you can fit 3 across. If you just put the codes one after the other with no spaces, you can fit 4 across.
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September 28th, 2006, 01:13 PM
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no that didnt work very odd :S
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September 28th, 2006, 04:26 PM
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ellie - thank you for sharing your story - I hope you find love & support here..as well as healing.
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September 28th, 2006, 04:36 PM
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I think I just might... I'm so glad to find this board
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September 28th, 2006, 07:09 PM
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Thank you for sharing your losses with us. It seems we have the amount of losses in common...as well as the twins being the hardest loos of all...it was that way for me too. I had a m/c 3/05, then lost the twins 5/05 and then another baby 1/06....
I dream of my babies too...always wondering "what if". You are not alone. This board has really normalized so many of my feelings...helping me to see that the grief of a mother is one that is not "crazy or irrational" but quite the contrary...this pain we feel is normal. All it means is that we loved our children.
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