[DawnVH]

well, I was due today to get the ol monthly visitor.....and I had tested 4-5 days ago but had negative tests......hm....I'm usually right on. I don't have major PMS signs either. now all of a sudden I just got a heck of a lot more hopeful that I tested too soon......hmmmmm.......

[mat616]

fingers crossed for you.

[rokgrl63]

Good luck!!!

[HeatherJ]

Good luck!

[LauraTTCat42]

Good Luck Dawn! Have you tested yet?

[DawnVH]

well, I have tested and it still is testing negative. but still 2 days late and nothing. not even a cramp or anything. wondering if I have just hoped so much that I have thrown myself off. However, right now it is 2:00 in the morning and my son is up and WIDE AWAKE (why do 2 year olds think 2am is a good time to watch Thomas the Train?) I'm awake anyway, so I'll stay up and not fuss about it. However, I am NAUSEATED> is there still a possibility that the hormones aren't showing up on the test? I figured I should be testing positive by now. I'm going to probably end up testing myself again. For some reason, my hopes are still up, and I know they shouldn't be. *sigh*

[LauraTTCat42]

Sorry you keep getting BFN's. TTC and BFN's can be so frustrating sometimes. GL, hopefully it is just slow HCG and you will still get your BFP.

[rokgrl63]

Dawn, I have seen so many comments by women on various boards that they kept getting negatives, even though they really were pregnant. I'm not sure why that happens, but as long as AF stays away, there is always hope - keep us posted!

[*SamF*]

Fingers crossed for that BFP!! (BTW mine were always darker in the afternoon than they were with FMU)

[DawnVH]

I got those digital ones that say either Pregnant of Not Pregnant. I guess I'm just going to hold out hope! I was reading that if implantation occurs late than it could be even a week after my missed period before it could read pregnant. I really hope it's not nerves! I've been trying to stay calm. Although today I've been quite nauseated and I noticed I had a STRONG food aversion today towards meat. We had sloppy joes for lunch and while I was making them the smell even made me cringe a bit. The first bite made me want to put down the sandwich altogether. Tonight we had sausage pizza and I had to pick all of the sausage off. I just hope that I'm not making myself believe I am or something and giving myself these symptoms. how humiiliated I will feel since I've really started even getting my husband's hopes up after I noticed the spotting a week ago. Well, I'll keep my hopes up until I see AF I guess! But really....no symptoms. that's the strange part!

[DawnVH]

well, still nauseated and having the food aversions. And STILL NO AF. AND NEGATIVE TESTS! I am giving up. and when I say that it means I'm giving up being anxious. I called the doctors office today to see if my doc would order a blood test for me so I can stop wondering and being anxious. I guess for me being older, I have all these worries about eptopic pregnancy and things like that. My husband is one of those "wait and see" people. I am definitely not. on a side note, if I am pregnant, I totally call it's a boy. these food aversions away from meat and making me turn to salad and fruit is exactly like my first pregnancy with Sid. I could use the healthier eating choices.

[BeckyM]

I hope you get some answers soon.

and my pg with DS was like that too, meat made me nauseous for months into the pg. Apples were my constant fave food, even when I could stomach the meat again.