[LauraTTCat42]

Sadly, I have lost my will and desire to continue actively ttc. I ended up cancelling my RE appt for Monday (4th) and I won't be temping, tracking or using OPK's anymore.

My heart isn't in it anymore. I'm not stopping because we aren't getting pg, I can be pretty persistant at getting what I want. It's kind of difficult to explain why I have made this decision, but at the same time ok with the decision that has been made.

We won't be using any preventative measures. So if the greater powers that be "decide" to grace us with a baby, great. If not, then I can accept that too. I hope this doesn't come over as a negative statement. I would not want to negate anyone's ttc struggles.

Thus the point of this post. I would love for one of you lovely ladies to consider taking over as host to help and encourage the ladies here. If you want to know what hosting entails send me a message and i will assist you the best I can.

It has been lovely chatting with you all and wish you all the very very best. Will keep you in my T & P's that you are blessed with BFP's very soon. x

[divermom]

wow hun Im really sorry to see you go. Im gonna be there in the next 2 months that when we have decided as well to stop TTC I wish you the best hun and prayer will be with you.

[WaitinginNJ]

Best of luck!

[lelila]

I can tell you how much I relate. We stepped back during the summer and conceived the first month we weren't trying. Looking back on all the loss and heartache, I kind of wish we hadn't started back again.

I spoke to someone in the imaging office this passed Tuesday that told me and DH that TTCing drove her and her first husband to divorce. Testimony that it is one of the hardest, most emotional, most draining and challenging endeavors anyone can embark on.

I wish you all the peace and tranquility life has to offer.

[vickyblueeyes]

Laura I get where your coming from . Some times its just to hard with the stress of it all ! I think like that a lot lol . Trouble is life gets put on hold and we stop living for the moment ,I wish you well hun . Don't be a stranger my fb page is def not a ttc zone . Pure madness mostly lol . But keep in touch . X x

[10thtimearound]

(((Hugs))) I can can understand where your coming from. I hope you get a surprise baby! Good luck!

[LauraTTCat42]

Thanks Ladies. I'll try to pop in once in a while to see who has their BFP's

[HeatherJ]

I totally understand how you feel. I do hope you'll stop in and "see" us and keep us updated on how you are doing!