Kary's Journal (Pregnancy Mentioned)

Kary♥RN · #1 April 28th, 2009, 11:41 AM

After last cycle.. it now looks like I will continue to ovulate around the cd18. Alot later than I had before. It is now cd17 and no positive opk last night. So that means I will probably have a + tonight. Tom was sick last night.. so no bd. I work tonight and Tom is not home, nor will I see him untill tomorrow morning. So again will I miss the egg? I hate this! We missed it last month, I knew we missed it. And if we don't bd today.. again we will miss it. I can try for tomorrow morning.. But I really want a girl. I try not to bd on the day of ovulation. I know it is not a set in stone kinda of thing. I just think last night would of been our girl.
Funny thing I have no ewcm. It is kinda of creamy. We bd on Sunday... but I think that was too soon.

Kary♥RN · #2 April 29th, 2009, 09:31 AM

Well got to work last night and they were looking for someone to go home at 11!!!! Can you say I jumped at that!! I called DH and told him I was on my way home. I did have a positive, if not almost postive OPK before leaving for work, So within about 6 hours it went from negative to positive.. I brought a OPK with me to test before I left work to make sure I hadn't missed the surge (didn't have to use it since I left work at midnight) So I tested agian this morning and it was still positive. I am hoping we bd at the right time. I work the next two nights... My temps are slowly going up.. I am having ovulation pains... for the past three days. I hope this is our cycle!!!

Kary♥RN · #3 May 1st, 2009, 12:49 PM

After puting in my temps today it says I O'd on the 17th.. A day earlier than last month. I am now 3 dpo... I have had nausea for the last three days.. I am thinking maybe I o'd on cd18 again. I had nausea last month.. Or maybe it is all in my head. I still feel like I have O'ing pains. I told dh I only have about 2 weeks a month I don't have some kinda of pain. A few days after AF, a few days after I O, before the AF pains kick in... I don't know if I'm having implatation pains.. AF pain, O pain... Or again is it all in my head? I think when you are ttc.. either after a loss.. or for a very long time.. you become.. either very intuned with your body.. of just very compulisve about every ting you feel. Or the last of the three you are just plain crazy.. Loony toony.. And you make up all these symptoms.. you think you are having.... What am I? Intune, Compulsive or Crazy?

Kary♥RN · #4 May 2nd, 2009, 05:32 PM

I think I must be crazy! I have been having pains today in my lower rt side of my belly. So what is it? Could it be implantation pains? I think my nips are sore.. or maybe it just from me poking them to see if they are sore. So I think it was trish who was going to keep a list of symptoms.. So I think I will steal her idea and see how it goes.

4 dpo Pains.. lower abd. not cramping more sharp, maybe sore nips

Kary♥RN · #5 May 4th, 2009, 07:30 AM

I didn't get on here yesterday.. nothing much more than the day before.. except maybe the bbs/nips aren't sore. Maybe I just want them to be sore!

4 dpo Pains.. lower abd. not cramping more sharp, maybe sore nips
5 dpo ditto with the abd cramp temp droped... (maybe implantation?)
6 dpo gassy, maybe constipation.

Kary♥RN · #6 May 5th, 2009, 01:52 PM

I am 7 dpo. I again am again looking at every little thing as a pregnancy sign/symptom. Are bbs a little sore. because it is cold out side. I don't know... If a sore toe was a sign of pregnancy.. I think my toes would hurt. I want this so bad.. I think I am making signs/symptoms up.

4 dpo Pains.. lower abd. not cramping more sharp, maybe sore nips
5 dpo ditto with the abd cramp temp droped... (maybe implantation?)
6 dpo gassy, maybe constipation
7 dpo bbs.. are a little sore, nips sesentive... cm increasing

Kary♥RN · #7 May 6th, 2009, 11:18 AM

8 dpo bbs aren't sore... more a tingling feeling. But besides that nothing new.. really not feeling pregnant. So if I am this month.. will be VERY surprised. Have to work tonight and tomorrow night. That always throws me off. So we will see.

I was able to go into the baby dept. of Walmart yesterday. The first time since my loss of being able to walk through. Had to look for some gifts for two baby shower I have coming up next month.

4 dpo Pains.. lower abd. not cramping more sharp, maybe sore nips
5 dpo ditto with the abd cramp temp droped... (maybe implantation?)
6 dpo gassy, maybe constipation
7 dpo bbs.. are a little sore, nips sesentive... cm increasing
8 dpo nips tingling... woke feeling of nausea, was it do to empty stomach? Who knows.

Kary♥RN · #8 May 7th, 2009, 12:22 PM

4 dpo Pains.. lower abd. not cramping more sharp, maybe sore nips
5 dpo ditto with the abd cramp temp droped... (maybe implantation?)
6 dpo gassy, maybe constipation
7 dpo bbs.. are a little sore, nips sesentive... cm increasing
8 dpo nips tingling... woke feeling of nausea, was it do to empty stomach? Who knows.
9 dpo nips still tingling.. weird feeling.. bbs were sore at work all night.. was it the bra I had?

I am going to were a totaly different type of bra and see if that makes a different. Nothing tasted right last night. My sandwich and soup... (I love soup) didn't taste good. The only thing that has tasted good is mexican.. w/ cilantro... I am craving. I never crave. So EPS or IPS???

..Penelope.. · #9 May 8th, 2009, 10:08 AM

I say EPS!

I'm so excited for you! I hope this is it

Kary♥RN · #10 May 8th, 2009, 01:17 PM

4 dpo Pains.. lower abd. not cramping more sharp, maybe sore nips
5 dpo ditto with the abd cramp temp droped... (maybe implantation?)
6 dpo gassy, maybe constipation
7 dpo bbs.. are a little sore, nips sesentive... cm increasing
8 dpo nips tingling... woke feeling of nausea, was it do to empty stomach? Who knows.
9 dpo nips still tingling.. weird feeling.. bbs were sore at work all night.. was it the bra I had?
10 dpo bbs still feel funny.. not as sore.. more heavy feeling. Crampy pulling feeling

Tested this morning when I got in from work around 8am. feel asleep before I could read it dh woke me up around 10.. looked like the slightest line.. Very very light.. even the control was exspecially light... I think it was an evap.. but went and got a FRER digi (all the store had) and it came back NOT PREGNANT.. On to tomorrow am!

Kary♥RN · #11 May 10th, 2009, 10:15 AM

4 dpo Pains.. lower abd. not cramping more sharp, maybe sore nips
5 dpo ditto with the abd cramp temp droped... (maybe implantation?)
6 dpo gassy, maybe constipation
7 dpo bbs.. are a little sore, nips sesentive... cm increasing
8 dpo nips tingling... woke feeling of nausea, was it do to empty stomach? Who knows.
9 dpo nips still tingling.. weird feeling.. bbs were sore at work all night.. was it the bra I had?
10 dpo bbs still feel funny.. not as sore.. more heavy feeling. Crampy pulling feeling
11 dpo was dizzy today, constipation, bbs still feeling the same way...

Negative test today.. (yesterday since I didn't post)

Kary♥RN · #12 May 10th, 2009, 12:39 PM

4 dpo Pains.. lower abd. not cramping more sharp, maybe sore nips
5 dpo ditto with the abd cramp temp droped... (maybe implantation?)
6 dpo gassy, maybe constipation
7 dpo bbs.. are a little sore, nips sesentive... cm increasing
8 dpo nips tingling... woke feeling of nausea, was it do to empty stomach? Who knows.
9 dpo nips still tingling.. weird feeling.. bbs were sore at work all night.. was it the bra I had?
10 dpo bbs still feel funny.. not as sore.. more heavy feeling. Crampy pulling feeling
11 dpo was dizzy today, constipation, bbs still feeling the same way...
12 dpo still feeling constipation, little crampy... Temps up a little

Negative test ... Just a feeling that I'm waiting for AF to show

Kary♥RN · #13 May 17th, 2009, 11:32 AM

Af did show... I am now onto cycle 3 after m/c... I thought I would conceive fast than this. It took 4 cycles of really nt/np. And than one cycle of trying... now it is 3 cycles.. of REALLY trying. When MarchApril came and went I was crushed.. No Dec baby, no 2009 baby.. two losses but no baby.. Ok so on to 2010. I really though it would be Jan. Now.. I don't know if it will happen in Feb. March. April???? I never thought my life would have me lossing 2 pregnancies.

Kary♥RN · #14 May 31st, 2009, 08:08 AM

I am so confussed. FF said I O'd around the 15th. That is more the time frame I o'd before my mc. We went to a MS Benifit.... and two beers. I feel like I shouldn't have incase I do get preggers this month. But I am only 4 dpo of am I? We had a very stressfull night didn't get to bed till 330.. We had the Vet here. My dog started to vomit and poo out blood 24 hours post getting neutered. We were on our way home when my son called. So our vet met us at home (we have a mobile vet) She gave our dog an IV and some flagyl (an antibotic) I didn't sleep good. and today I am nausea. and temp was very low. When I put it into FF they said they couldn't be shure I o'd. GREAT! So was it from the stress of the night/drinking/not sleeping all to well..... or just not Oing!!!

4 dpo.... nausea... (read above)

Kary♥RN · #15 June 2nd, 2009, 08:30 AM

I didn't post about 5dpo since I really didn't feel anything new/different
I woke up at 530 am this morning sick, nausea to the point I sat in the bathroom for 10 min. and never vomitted. I drank a little coke.. and was able to fall back to sleep. Woke up and have been belchy since. Also a little gassy. EPS? IPS?

5dpo- the same crampy/pulling feeling I feel every cycle.
6dpo- Nausea, gassy/belchy

Kary♥RN · #16 June 3rd, 2009, 11:41 AM

I look foward to being in the 2ww after I get AF... Knowing that in 2w I might have that BFP. I sit here knowing I will test in a few days... another month hangs in the balance.. Will this be month or just another one down the drain. I really though I would be pregnant. well I should be.. not once but twice... I should be due either next month or Sept. And yet I have no baby kicking, moving, or to be welcomed into my family. hohum. what will this month bring? BFP or BFN?

5dpo- the same crampy/pulling feeling I feel every cycle.
6dpo- Nausea, gassy/belchy
7dpo- pulling/stretching same feeling I have had the two cycles. nausea this moring... nothing else to add

Kary♥RN · #17 June 4th, 2009, 08:16 AM

Last night I had some of the worst cramping I had since my m/c. I wish my body would get back to normal. If I hadn't had these cramps/pain the last two cycles I would think hey maybe I'm pregnant. But since these are the same crampy/pulling/pain I keep getting. I think I can count my self out this cycle. I will keep up on my IPS just so I can come back next month and see if they are the same... or different.

5dpo- the same crampy/pulling feeling I feel every cycle.
6dpo- Nausea, gassy/belchy
7dpo- pulling/stretching same feeling I have had the two cycles. nausea this moring... nothing else to add
8dpo- bbs starting to get a little sore.

Kary♥RN · #18 June 5th, 2009, 06:59 PM

Well I have to say I feel less pregnant than I did last month. I will test in the morning.. I am expecting a BFN... I am hoping for a BFN... Sine I just found out I don't have full coverage for my short term disability. We will see in the am..

5dpo- the same crampy/pulling feeling I feel every cycle.
6dpo- Nausea, gassy/belchy
7dpo- pulling/stretching same feeling I have had the two cycles. nausea this moring... nothing else to add
8dpo- bbs starting to get a little sore.
9dpo- bbs feel no different, Was a little nausea.. I think because I didn't eat. Nothing new

Kary♥RN · #19 June 6th, 2009, 05:56 AM

5dpo- the same crampy/pulling feeling I feel every cycle.
6dpo- Nausea, gassy/belchy
7dpo- pulling/stretching same feeling I have had the two cycles. nausea this moring... nothing else to add
8dpo- bbs starting to get a little sore.
9dpo- bbs feel no different, Was a little nausea.. I think because I didn't eat. Nothing new
10dpo- nips a little sore... tested BFN nothing new

Kary♥RN · #20 June 7th, 2009, 12:04 PM

5dpo- the same crampy/pulling feeling I feel every cycle.
6dpo- Nausea, gassy/belchy
7dpo- pulling/stretching same feeling I have had the two cycles. nausea this moring... nothing else to add
8dpo- bbs starting to get a little sore.
9dpo- bbs feel no different, Was a little nausea.. I think because I didn't eat. Nothing new
10dpo- nips a little sore... tested BFN nothing new
11dpo-Brown spotting... I think I am going back to my previos 28 day cycles... AF should show in the next day or two....