[SarahJane89]

So i thought i would start a journal to keep track of everything and use this as a place to let my feelings out. My name is Sarah and i have been with my boyfriend for a little over 2 years now. We love each other very much, and decided last April that we would start trying for baby. Of course we started right away (end off April/start of May) so it's been about 5 months and nothing...every month when AF shows up i feel horrible, and sad. I want to go to the doctors and get extra tests done and see if everything is alright, but i'm so scared of finding out bad news...or being told i can't have childern...

Anyway i just started a new cycle yesterday Oct 15th - Nov 11th
Ovulation through 25th - 29th Oct (28th being main day)
I'm hoping that this will be it.

My boyfriends brothers wife had her baby at the start of this month, a beautiful little girl (she also has 2 sons aged 5 and 2), we went over there on Wednesday night and i nursed her, I didnt want to let her go when it was time to leave lol.

I had a really strong feeling this time that i was preggo so when AF showed up on Thursday morning i was heartbroken and cried for a while. I guess maybe i was even more sad because i was holding a new born only the night before...i don't know, lol if that makes sense.

So this is my new start, i'm hoping that joining JM can bring me some much needed luck and baby dust.

[Im.Nayomi]

I hope you get your soon