sarahlouise diary

sarah* · #1 July 1st, 2006, 05:42 AM

1st July 2006

Well I never thought i would be TTC again this soon! i expected to have my baby in october, i never thought that i would lose my baby and have to start from the beginning it was a big smack in the face.

We are on cycle number two (well one if you dont include after the miscarriage) I dont feel hopeful this month, I think i o'd a few days ago but im waiting for FF to confirm that. We have had so so much sex this month that i dont understand how that egg DONT get fertilized i dont quite understand how it all works. If you have sex ALL the time how does the sperm and egg cross each other?! its weird and so frustrating.

At the moment im on cycle day 23 off a usual day 32 cycle. I have sore boobs (every now and then) and a huge backache i always get a backache a week before my period -- blurgh.

#2 July 1st, 2006, 07:56 AM

Good luck hun, I hope the signs are pg signs and not AF coming!
BABY DUST!

sarah* · #3 July 3rd, 2006, 02:39 AM

3rd July 2006

I am so confused i thought i ovulated on cycle day 21 because my temps went really low and then they went high for the next three days now im on cycle day 25 and they have took a huge huge steep going from 36.73 too 36.34 so now im thinking im ovulating today! and we didnt bed yesterday because i thought i already ovulate and grrrr i dont know whats going on with my ###### chart but this temping is doing my head in

sarah* · #4 July 4th, 2006, 10:46 AM

4th July 2006

So my temps have now gone back up to 36.64 i think i have o'd now but i wouldnt hold my breath! we will see what the next few days bring i guess! grrr come on O

#5 July 5th, 2006, 07:52 AM

To me personally hun, please dont get upset, it doesnt look like you have ovulated at all there is no real thermal shift there. I would keep BDing.

sarah* · #6 July 5th, 2006, 10:39 AM

im not too sure i have yet either, but im hoping my temps will continue to go up then FF will say i have, i dont normally ovulate later then this because my cycles are usually 32-36 days so fingers crossed

sarah* · #7 July 6th, 2006, 10:17 AM

6th July 2006

i've ovulated! wahoooo, on cycle day 25th.. i hope it keeps that as my o

#8 July 6th, 2006, 03:18 PM

YAY yep looks like you did to me!!! And you timed BD really well around that date!

#9 July 8th, 2006, 04:44 AM

good luck with the TWW! hope this month you get your BFP!!!

sarah* · #10 July 9th, 2006, 01:27 AM

9th July 2006

Oh god.. i have apparantly ovulated on cycle day 25 i am now on cycle day 31 and 6DPO and my temps went from 36.74 too 37.05 today!! thats a huge increase.. now im starting to think that maybe i O'D today?? if anyone reads this what do you think?! i havent had sex since 1 day after O because i thought that was O and now im going to hit myself if i actually O'd yesterday.

#11 July 9th, 2006, 06:54 AM

looks to me like FF is right~ i wouldn't worry toomuch about the temp jump today. your chart looks good! good luck!!!

#12 July 10th, 2006, 06:27 PM

Sweetie, did you BD just in case?!?

sarah* · #13 August 2nd, 2006, 11:06 AM

2nd August 2006

I havent been on the boards much the last few weeks because i have been working and i dont have ANY time at all when i get home, i do try my best though. I got myself a fertility monitor but its already beginning to annoy me its been showing me a "high" since cycle day 9 and im now on cycle day 17! i got this monitor because i thought it was supposed to show you 5 highs and a peak, i thought i wouldnt have to bed all the time again because the monitor would tell me when to bed, but it isnt, and im not forcing myself to bed all the time now, we have only done it twice this cycle.

I am on anti depressants so it has made me really relaxed this month, i havent thought about ttc much at all! and im not freaking if we dont get pregnant quickly. I have to thank god i got pregnant with riley, atleast i got to experience carrying a baby inside me and feeling all the movements some people dont even get that.

I will get pregnant in time im sure.

kimmiedukeRN · #14 August 2nd, 2006, 07:21 PM

Don't get discouraged, it will happen at the perfect time and when it does, you will appreciate it so much more. Best of luck to you .My husband and I have been ttc for this is our 2nd month. ..so who knows. I pray everyday.

Keep us posted and keep your chin up girlie!

~Kimmie

sarah* · #15 August 5th, 2006, 07:30 AM

5th August

I got a peak on my monitor yesterday on cycle day 19 and today on cycle day 20; i thought it was never going to happen lol

sarah* · #16 August 25th, 2006, 10:54 AM

25th August 2006

Well the first month using my monitor was great -- It didnt work though. I got my period last week and im on cycle day 7 now. Maybe that cheri lady will be right, maybe i will conceive in october! we will see.

Well im waiting to ovulate now and i am so relaxed this month. I've been trying not to think about TTC for a while now thats why i havent been on these boards much, i come on here 1-2 a week now just to look at posts, i dont want to get to involved again as it hurts.

I try to take my mind of TTC now so i do other stuff to keep myself busy. I will sure come back here full time though when i get my

so i can join a DDC!!

#17 September 3rd, 2006, 09:09 PM

Aww sweetie but we miss you around here! Everyone needs a break so I am glad your taking yours and your feeling good about it!

sarah* · #18 September 16th, 2006, 04:45 AM

16th September 2006

AWWW THANKS MEGAN! xx i will come back soon the break is still doing me good. I got a peak on my monitor on cycle day 23 and 24 this month i thought i was never going to ovulate!! i didnt have many sticks left and was panicing im glad i did though. I am currently 5DPO so we will see what this cycle brings.

I do miss it here, and i know im missing out on so so much, which i feel bad for, because i havent caught up with everyone and there are probably loads of new members here *waves* but as soon as i get pregnant i will come back, at the moment im not ready

Much love to you all

P.s will write in here regulary to keep you all updated

sarah* · #19 September 23rd, 2006, 06:42 AM

23rd september 2006

My period is due tomorrow today i took two cheap internet pregnancy tests {one with second pee, other with third} and they both came out positive, the line is dark and pink... im not sure whether to believe it though! i have put it as positive on my chart cause its deffinatly positive, but my other half is buying an expensive one down town today when he goes out and gets our anniversary present... its our anni in 3 days! what a nice present if this positive is "real" I would be due june 4th.