[Jenn1029]

10/5/06 - First day writing in my journal. I haven't written in a journal in so long. Hmmmmm.....where do I begin? Well last night Chris and I did our thing. Even though I was in so much pain from ovulating. I felt much better afterwards, thank goodness. It's funny because the other night Chris and I went to Walmart and I passed by the "O" kits and grabbed one and threw it into the cart. Chris just looked at me and didn't say anything. Oh and this pass Saturday I quit drinking. So we have no drinking going on, bought a "O" kit and I had no idea when I was going to "O" because Chris and I have not been trying. Then last night I go home after work in severe pain, take out one of the tests and sure enough I'm "O". I really hope I'm pregnant. But most of all if I am PLEASE GOD, PLEASE GOD let us have this baby. I am wishing for a health pregnancy with a healthy beautiful little bundle of joy!!! I wonder what life will be like with a new addition to Chris and I. I can't wait to start our family and be a mommy and Chris be a daddy. Teaching him or her things and reading stories, hugging, kissing, playing, going on family trips. Oh I am so scared to have a girl. I don't know if I could take a little Jenn running around or how about a little Chris. LOL That is even scarier yet. I can not wait for my mom and dad to be grandparents. And my grandparents to be great grandparents. I'm turning 29 this month and I have been wanting a little one since I was 22. I am so excited but I am also so scared!!! Please GOD do not take this one from us. Anways, I guess there is no need to worry about about it now. I'll just sit back and wait my 2 weeks.