I think I have gotten over "most" of my fear and am ready to try again....not that I will not worry if I do get a BFP, But I just feel it is time for me to try....
how I got here.....
Aug 28 2006, a week after having "AF", I was spotting, and just not feeling right. I decided to take an HPT "for fun"...and was shocked to see a big blaring BFP. Mick and I were not ttc, but were thrilled just the same. A few days later I had my first prenatal appt. I was told I was past child bearing age, given some prenatal vitamins,scheduled an u/s & basically that was it.
my first u/s showed only the sac, at approx. 5 wks. The dr. said it didn't look like the pregnancy would progress, but we did not want to hear that as we felt it was way too early to see much anyway at that point. After a few more weeks of more u/s & and constantly leaving appt.s in tears thanks to my dr.s, on Oct. 9,2006, we were told that our little one was already gone and the sac had collapsed. I m/c on Oct.25 at home, having contractions for about 9 hours. 3 days later I ended up in the ER with a temp of 104, and still bleeding heavily. An u/s confirmed that the m/c was complete. I was put on very strong antibiotics and went home, to try come to terms with what was going on.....
Where I am going....
Crazy most of of the time...
2 months ago we finally decided to ttc, so here I am, charting, temping,over analyzing everything under the sun, and hoping for a BFP & a happy healthy baby.
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