[stargatemommy]

So if DH and I get pregnant this next cycle (I am currently on CD2) then our baby will be due March 3rd 2010. We WERE due March 3rd 2009 (but I miscarried).... I am not certain I want to try this cycle, because if I have another loss March 3rd will be one of the saddest days of the year... But if I don't lose the baby then maybe it will make March 3rd happier! I know that I am crazy for thinking about the loss of a pregnancy that hasn't even happened yet. But I can't help it. When I think about getting pregnant, I automatically think about miscarriage. I wish I would stop expecting to miscarry, but that is all I know, I have never had a healthy pregnancy!

This is pretty much just babbling.... I just wanted to put it out there...

[Mommy_of_7_Angels]

I know how you feel. I also find myself "expecting" to miscarry. DF and I have even talked about not ttc right after the wedding because we would be due in July (again--for the third time).

[~*Kixs*~]

You could always think of it in the terms of if you get pg this cycle your LO would have a specail angel watching over him/her on delievery day.

But I understand your worries. I have NEVER been pg in August...5 pg (2 carried to term) and never pg in August! My DS due date was 8/4/08 and I was so glad when I found out I had gesational diabeties again b/c I knew that ment my doctor would not let me go past 38w so I would have a July baby. Sounds stupid but you just don't want to take the chance...KWIM.

[stargatemommy]

Well I guess I don't have to worry about it after all. My Dr is having me condoms this month cause I am having some testing done...