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July 1st, 2009, 11:48 AM
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...since no one else is TTC at the moment

July 1st...today is the 5 year anniversay of the 1st time I EVER concived a child...my 1st angel. It is tough day. I was not expecting this. I am currently on CD34 in the 2WW. So I could not stand it anymore and went and got a test at lunch...BFN. DS will be one on the 21st so next cycle DH and I will offically be TTC I am terrified and excited and did I mention TERRIFIED?!?!?
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July 1st, 2009, 04:28 PM
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Good luck sweetie. Saturday marks the day I conceived the twins 4 years ago, so I have a general idea of how you're feeling about today. Oddly you conceived on Canada Day, I conceived on Independence Day... opposite celebration conceptions!
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July 2nd, 2009, 09:51 AM
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Well my DH's great gradfather is from newfoundland (sp?) We were just keeping it real

July 2nd...still no AF. I just know she is going to show on the 4th of July when we are at my parents for a BBQ and swimming Why can't things just work the way I want them too! j/k of course. I know God has perfect timing but it is hard to let go of that need for control sometime.
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July 2nd, 2009, 10:13 AM
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Newfoundland? COOL! That's where my family is from too... I leave for there in 18 days

I can accept that god has a plan, I just wish he could mail it to us when we start our periods so we can make plans according to his.
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Him: MFI low count, low morphology, low motillity
Seeing MFI specialist/RE in 2015. Vitamins started August 2nd
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July 3rd, 2009, 07:03 AM
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Hello AF...she showed up this morning. Ugh! Cramps! I need some ice cream
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July 8th, 2009, 11:20 AM
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July 8th...AF is almost gone That means it is just about baby dancing time
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July 10th, 2009, 10:28 AM
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July 10th....This weekend is the opening of Baby makin' season!!! I know I am not Oing yet but b/c I am still BFing DS my cycles are a little wacky. I am not going to miss a chance to make a baby. Soooo...GAME ON
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July 15th, 2009, 11:47 AM
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July 15th...CD13 just waiting to O! la de da...anytime now...ho hum...
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July 22nd, 2009, 08:01 AM
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CD 19...Still waiting to O...no signs of fertility just yet this month.

Yesterday I had the WOREST stomach cramps...which was slightly ironic since yesterday was DS 1st birthday and I spent all of 8/21/08 in labor with him. DH kept teasing me that it was labor dejiavu he is a nut!
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July 24th, 2009, 09:51 AM
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CD22 I had EWCM for the last two days. It has not been the greatest every but it is there. So I guess now I am offically in the 2WW
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July 27th, 2009, 01:18 PM
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CD 25...girls I think I am out for the month. Pretty sure I O'd but DH was not feeling so well so we only bedded once during my fertile time then once a few days later just b/c. I know it only takes once but I just don't like my chances
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July 28th, 2009, 07:47 AM
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*hugs* I hate months like that. I hope he's feeling better next cycle.
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July 30th, 2009, 01:47 PM
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CD 28 - My BB's hurt and not b/c it is a pregnancy symptom. I am in the processes of weaning DS. We have had a beautiful BF relationship but I am just done with pumping at work! And now that he is one and seems to like whole milk it is a good time for us to wean. I would like to keep nursing him at night and in the mornings if he will let me. But today is the 1st day I did not pump at work and my breast hurt

I am also hoping that by us weaning it will help we get and stay pg! I have low progesterone and have to suppliement when pg. And nursing lowers the progsterone naturally...that is no good in my situation.

So I am in pain and sad to end the BF relationship with my son but we had a good run!
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August 3rd, 2009, 10:48 AM
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CD 32... I am smack dab in the middle of my 2ww Being patient is HARD!!! I am going to test on 8/8/09 is AF does not show before then. My cycle has been running about 36days so if I wait until saturday that will put me on CD 37...one day late. Lets see if I can make it...I ALWAYS test early!

I have been bad and not temping this month...just going by external and internal obersevations. But I have had some creamy think CM lately and that is a good sign. UGH! Wish I would have temped so I could see if my temp is staying up there.

Weaning DS is going great! He loves his cow milk in a sippy cup. And now when he wants a drink he say "cup" picked that up all on his own. He is not nursing before bed like I hoped he would. But he is still nursing in the morning. So we are down to just once a day but I will take it...I love our time together.

And my BB's have adjusted and feel much better! Just a couple days of fullness and now they are much better.
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August 5th, 2009, 06:39 AM
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CD 34...UGH I was crampy last night, my face is breaking out and I think I am getting a UTI...AF must be on her way!!!! I know these things are also early pg symptoms but I am not getting my hopes up! The only thing that has me we wondering is I have the drops really bad! I drop everything and in the past week I have knocked over 2 glasses of water...this is not like me! Hmmm....

On a side note....I am in love with a Vampire named Edward My little sister finally made me watch Twilight last night. I never understood the obsession with that Rob Pattenson kid but now I think he is dreamy
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August 5th, 2009, 09:53 AM
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Grrrrr.... *grumble grumble grumble* Updating CD 34 to CD 1 AF just showed and I was so not ready for her. I had to buy a tampon out of the machine in the bathroom at work.

CD 1...TTC #3 cycle no. 2 her we go again....this month I WILL temp!
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I like Carlisle better than Edward in the movie.

*hugs* AF sucks. She just left my house last night.
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Who is that...the dad? There were a lot of vampires to keep up with

CD3...UGH I feel like my uterus is going to fall out. I normally don't cramp this bad passed the 1st day of AF. But I did have a really short light cycle last month so I guess I was due for it this month.

I also think I might have a cyst on my left ovary again. I had one when I was pg with DS and it hurt like heck! I had just had an ectopic on my right side 2 months before and I was terrified that my pg was ectopic again...that stupid cyst did get me a couple of extra u/s though which was nice and put me a little more at ease!
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CD 6...invited Misty X and Kary Rn to come post in the TTC after RPL subforum today. Gosh it is lonely in here. *hint hint*
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August 12th, 2009, 09:01 AM
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CD 8...I am excited to see that our little TTC after RPL is picking up!

Well AF left town a couple of days ago But my cycles have been weird since having DS. They are short 3-4 day and heavy. But this month I keep staining until CD6. Who knows!

DH and I were at the mall last night and there was a childrens store that was going out of business. They had a couple pairs of mat pants in my size for $6 marked down from $70!!! I wanted to get them but did not. I told DH this is all his fault b/c he did not get me pg last month We both giggled...soon enough I will be back in my turkey eatin' pants I hope!
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