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July 9th, 2009, 04:09 PM
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so i should be 11-12 dpo, with pos OPKs on june 26th and 27th. i took an IC HPT yeterday and the result is probably just a shadow from the indent line. took another this morning and have been wondering all day-it's not clear one way or the other. so i didn't drink fluids or pee for 7 hours and re-tested with IC and FRER this afternoon. DH thinks i'm seeing things, but i would swear on my life that i see 2 lines. he wants to see lines, too, so he tries so hard to see them when i do, even though he probably really doesn't. i've had lots of sypmtoms-nausea, big and sore boobs, creamy CM, lots of lower abdominal twinging and pulling. will test again the next two days, but only if pos tomorrow a.m. will i be able to call the doc for bw before monday. i know i'm rambling, but i'm just lost. i hate not knowing and the emotional stress this puts on us. it's such an obsession, in a hard way not a good way. so i'll just sit here all weepy and wondering if i'm just dreaming or if there really are two lines...


update 7/11--still BFN, still no AF. just the tiniest of spotting. holding out hope for late implantation. will test again in the a.m. if no AF by then. such a dam rollercoaster.
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July 10th, 2009, 07:50 AM
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*hugs* I'm praying for a super clear BFP for you today.
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July 10th, 2009, 10:25 AM
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UGH! TTC really does make women crazy. It is so darn stressful! I really hope you get a blazing BFP so there is no doubt about it.

Do you have any pics to post??? We can help you look for that send line.
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July 10th, 2009, 03:38 PM
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tested again this morning and spent the rest of the day crying off and on. dh says he thought he saw something; i still think it looks like a second line i there. i had kinda given up and was just waiting for af. i had two instances of less-than-a-drop of spotting today, so i changed underwear and put a pad on at work just in case. and nothing. still nothing. cramping, but no af. i'm starting to wonder if i'm not out after all. but then, i don't want to get my hope up for nothing, either. wish i could post pics, but 1) i'm not real good at it and 2) if i have trouble seeing IRL, you girls don't stand much of a chance online
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July 12th, 2009, 10:59 AM
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i'm out; af showed
hating my body (and life) more than usual
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July 15th, 2009, 11:45 AM
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(((HUGS))) I am sorry the witch showed up.
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