[geogeek]

I am to the point that I have SO many pregnancy symptoms I would expect a BFP tomorrow. I am not testing yet because I am terrified to go to sleep tonight and wake up feeling perfect. I want to wake up like I have the last couple of days needing ginger ale and saltines. But it can't be guaranteed. I have more symptoms than ever before with this 2ww. I have never had this bad of nausea, which gives me hope but there is still an underlying terror. It is hard to know I won't test to be sure because I don't want to know just to be devastated again.

[austinmommy3]

Awe sweetie, I feel your pain. It is terrifying indeed and I will be sending massive sticky bean vibes and baby dust your way, hang in there.

[ambee]

I'm so sorry, it sucks that we have to be terrified in what should be an exciting, happy time. I've said it before but maybe you could stand to hear it now. The fear is natural, but it's not at all an indication of whether everything will work out or not. Just try to take it one second at a time. Hugs, I'll be thinking of you!

[Addaboy]

I'm a POAS addict, so I'm probably not a good person to talk to if you really want to be deterred from POAS.

But here's my take on it. I would just POAS with FMU everyday. And it's not over til the witch shows her ugly face. So, if AF isn't here, you are still in the running...even if it is a BFN. I've had tests from 9dpo-14dpo turn up BFN & then on 15dpo, I felt so nauseous. I was like what is going on, I'm sure AF will be here today? Took a test & it was a BFP!

I think it will help you get over the hump of "am I or not". If you are in fact pregnant, the stress you are causing yourself wondering about it can't be good. So I say just do it.

I hope you get your BFP!

[Mommy_of_7_Angels]

*hugs* I hope this is your sticky bean!

[geogeek]

Thanks ladies. I don't know about me testing quite yet. I don't have any cheap tests and I don't want to go and buy more just to find out a little early. I still feel very pregnant right now which is a good thing. I will see when I break down and test.