ug.. I wish this stuff wasn't so confuisng or didn't make me so wacked out...
I had an almost postive yesterday I think.. first line really dark but it was light next to it...it was the same yesterday at 2 and 6 pm.. well last night dh and I bd'd at close to midnight.. cause we got in the biggest fight that I was hysterically crying and could hardly breathe.. .. I am getting so frustrated with the whole ttc thing and well dh passed out last night, and was pretty much refusing to dtd and figured no biggie.. when he just doesn't get that if we skipped there could be a chance we wouldn't conceive.. well obvioulsy we ended up dtd anyway, but when I say I was upset I was hysterical.. I know stupid
well this morning, my temp shot up to 98.1 from like 97.5 yesterday... then I took another opk at 11am and it was negative.. I mean darker than earlier in my cycle, but much lighter than yesterday evening..
could I have gotten so upset that I was about to O and than didn't.. .... I mean monday It was a clear negative opk.. then yesterday was the just about positive and then today negative.. what happened.. did I o and if so it doesn't make sense with the last 3 days of opk's.. help.. how does not even having a full positive opk yesterday make my temp already rise today if say I did o yesterday .. that isn't the right time frame.. do I make sense
here is a pick of yesterday and todays progression.. mind you I think it came out darker in the pic.. ug this just sucks