I just have almost no hope for this cycle...I was really hoping that I would be pregnant by my EDD coming up (Feb 14th)...I'm so happy for everyone getting BFP, but at the same time it makes me feel just so sad...I'm sure combined with the fact that my due date is coming up, and i'm missing my baby so much doesn't help things...I really was hoping that I wouldn't have an October DD because it's when my baby was born, but i'm also not willing to put things on hold....My temp went down this morning, which I don't think means anything because I was up tossing and turning all morning, and up to the bathroom, so that could be the reason??? I just hate TTC, and I wish it wasn't so hard and everytime anyone would try to get pregnant it would just happen...it's just such an emotional rollarcoaster...I know this is only my 2nd cycle, but it seems like the last 2 years have been consumed with TTC except for while I was pregnant and that in itself was very stressful, and here I am left with nothing still