wellllll ............... It's Over

Diamond2009 · #1 February 5th, 2012, 06:10 PM

they say it aint over till its over...well i'm not PREGGO again this cycle ....big shocker....on to the 6th cycle. ....Woke up this morning with killer cramps and i just started spotting. So all hope is gone : ( I was going to NTNP this cycle but I decided to just give it one more shot. So i ordered some more OPK and Pregnancy Tests online and renewed FF membership. I'm also going to finally call my doctor and let her know whats goin on and see if she recommends anything. She doesnt know i'm TTC and i know its only been 5 months but it seems like a hell of a long frustrating time when I had no problems with my other 3. So thats the plan for this cycle. We'll see how it goes.

Sawyers_Mommy · #2 February 5th, 2012, 06:21 PM

Ds was unplanned, conceived him with irregular cycles and using the pull out method and then this baby took us 7 months to concieve so I know how a you feel. It never made sense to me that I could get pregnant and not even be "finishing" all the way but when we were doing everything it just wasn't happening. This month I finally let it go, thought if its meant to be it'll be, I had planned to NTNP if we didn't get it this cycle and just focus on going back to school this fall, which I still plan to do, and focus on losing more weight. Well the cycle I just let everything go and was REALLY relaxed this time around, it happened!!! I know it's so hard to see those BFN's every month but I promise you YOUR time is coming and VERY soon!!!

Hugs!

Diamond2009 · #3 February 5th, 2012, 06:33 PM

Thanks for the kind words hun.... it means alot to me. I know its in Gods hands and he will give us a baby when the time is right but...its just so frustrating when you want something so bad and you cant have it. I've tried so much new things to TTC and nothing has worked. Hopefully when i see my GP she can guide me in the right direction. I dont know if maybe i have low progesterone or maybe after my C section with my 3rd child maybe somethiing wasnt done right?? i dont know what to think anymore.

Butterbear · #4 February 5th, 2012, 06:54 PM

I'm so sorry Kimberly

I'm right there with ya. I know your time will be soon. Here's to hoping we get to be in the Nov DDC together.

miraclebaby2011 · #5 February 5th, 2012, 06:54 PM

sorry honey. hopefully this is your last month

ninja_mommy · #6 February 5th, 2012, 07:02 PM

I'm sorry

Belita · #7 February 5th, 2012, 07:22 PM

I'm sorry. I think talking to your doctor is a good idea.

rlh27 · #8 February 5th, 2012, 07:23 PM

I'm sorry, hun

I'm glad you're giving it one more shot. Lots of

Diamond2009 · #9 February 5th, 2012, 07:36 PM

Thanks ladies....hopefully this will be lucky number 6. I'll KUP on my visit with my doctor

leelee7232 · #10 February 5th, 2012, 07:47 PM

sorry to hear Kimberly

well hopefully you'll feel betta after talkin to your doctor. we have been tryin for a year and i definitely feel betta after talkin to her, I feel your pain;I am also tired of renewing on fertility friend

Good luck next cycle!!

Leshia

swtneka · #11 February 5th, 2012, 09:56 PM

I'm sorry Kimberley. I totally understand af showed for me as well.

sleepinangel · #12 February 6th, 2012, 04:16 AM

It's always so depressing to see AF, I'm glad you are taking the next step to call your doctor hopefully she'll help develop a game plan that brings a BFP very soon!

Diamond2009 · #13 February 6th, 2012, 05:27 AM

Sonica, yay for being CB buddies again. I'm on CD1 today.

to the rest of the ladies...thanks for being so supportive and encouraging....thats why i'm so glad to have JM.

MoonAngel702 · #14 February 6th, 2012, 05:32 AM

I'm so sorry Kimberly.

I know it's going to be your turn soon. Lots of

this cycle and I can't wait to be your neighbor when you join the Nov DDC.

LoriLou35 · #15 February 6th, 2012, 05:46 AM

I feel for you. We're supposed to move to NTNP at 6 months too, but I don't know if I'll be able to do that. I got pregnant with VERY little effort with my first two. I didn't temp or even track when AF showed up. I was just winging it. Well, that was in my 20's. I'm just chalking it up to being in my 30's now. I hope you get your BFP soon, and don't give up! DH can think you're NTNP, but you can keep going. lol

SLP83 · #16 February 6th, 2012, 06:03 AM

I'm sorry about AF

, but I'm glad to hear you're going to start talking to a doctor. Hope a new action plan comes soon!

Nicholle ttc · #17 February 6th, 2012, 06:14 AM

I'm so sorry Kimberly!

It's just so unfair that we try and try and can't conceive. I hope that your next cycle brings you a beautiful BFP!

muffin · #18 February 6th, 2012, 06:32 AM

(((HUGS)))

I'm right there with ya again, so we'll just have to be in the November DDC together instead!

KristyR · #19 February 6th, 2012, 07:04 AM

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Originally Posted by Diamond2009

Thanks for the kind words hun.... it means alot to me. I know its in Gods hands and he will give us a baby when the time is right but...its just so frustrating when you want something so bad and you cant have it. I've tried so much new things to TTC and nothing has worked. Hopefully when i see my GP she can guide me in the right direction. I dont know if maybe i have low progesterone or maybe after my C section with my 3rd child maybe somethiing wasnt done right?? i dont know what to think anymore.

*hugs* I know how you feel hun. I also freak out sometimes thinking that because of my c-sections that something went wrong during them and that's the reason why I can't get preg. I'm glad I'm not the only one there! But...honestly I don't think it's the c-sections...I think it's just time. Who knows why we get preg when we aren't ready or on accident but when we are all ready for it..it doesn't wanna happen.

I know how you feel and we can be there for each other since we have similiar situation.

Our BFP will be here soon!