[rlh27]

Somebody come to my house and hide all my HPTs from me. My crazy side needs a break so my sane side can take over. So once again, I came home, and I swore I saw what DH was talking about this morning. But instead using the side of my brain that is sensible and would wait for tomorrow, I ran and POAS Which, of course, activated my line-o-vision again. I really need to stop. I'm about to go insane from seeing lines that aren't there (okay, okay, I already am insane). I need to just come to terms with the fact that the 2nd line doesn't exist. Right? It's not there? Maybe?

The top test is this afternoon's, the bottom is this morning's.





PS- I feel like I've just been drama, drama, drama all week, and I'm really sorry.

[KristyR]

I'm seriously seeing the lines and even tilted my monitor...I'm hoping this is your BFP!!! And pleeease you are NOT drama!!

[BabyX]

One of the ladies on AIP posted the definition of insanity - Doing the same thing over and over and expecting different results. hehe Thought that might make you smile.

I do have to admit that if I kept getting test that look like yours I would be going nuts. I think I see the lines you are pointing to in the picture.

Lucy I really hope you just have a seriously stubborn BFP coming your way.

[Diamond2009]

I see a little pink at the bottom of the first test but not a full line......I did see a full pink line on the other test yesterday thou. SO confusing i hope you get a BLAZING BFP soon

[LindsG241]

Seriously, after the stress and mind games these tests are putting you through, you really deserve a BFP! I really do see something in the top pic. I hope its not my line-o-vision!!!

[JuneBugsMom]

I think i see something but my screen is horrible! Can't wait to see a screaming BFP in a few days!!!

[rlh27]

I've been drinking a lot more coffee this month (I went from 2 a week to 2 a day in about a week, lol. I became an addict overnight!) Maybe that's why I keep getting faint "lines". Or maybe I'm just crazy

I'm just so emotionally drained. I'm starting to think it's never going to happen. It took my parents 3 years with me, and I think I'm following in my mom's footsteps. Seriously how many months do I need to ovulate and time BDing well before I get a real BFP?

[LoriLou35]

I'm honestly not seeing anything. But I almost never see the evaps or light lines that are posted here. You should just give it a couple of days and test again.

[Ravado]

I can't even imagine the roller coaster you have been on the last couple days. I really hope tomorrow am is an undeniable bfp.

[MAS1313]

Goodness....I want to come hug you. I would be doing the same thing you are doing right now if I got those results. In fact I did that the previous cycle, took my tests apart, bought different brands to take etc. I am sending good calming and positve vibes your way! And you are not drama

[Kissthegirl]

Aww Lucy, I wish I could hug you. If I had your email address, I'd send you an ecard from Hoops & YoYo.

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[rlh27]

ya'll are the best. I keep thinking if I test every chance I get something will change. *sigh* one of these months I'll get to post a CLEAR BFP.

Seriously, though, I love you all. Your encouragement is very much appreciated. Thank you so much!

[bryan and nina]

Aww Michelle that was so cute!!!

Sorry I am just now coming on Lucy. Ok, ready?? Really?






Ok, I feel better. I just don't understand why your ICs are doing this to you!! I will play with the one, clear pic now and maybe something will show better?! I mean, there is a super faint shadow there! But it's just not "pink" yet you know? Notice the "yet"!?!

Hey, have you tried holding your pee like 3-4 hours and not drinking anything?? That's what I do to try and make my lines show up as good as possible. lol

BRB with altered pic.

[rlh27]

That's exactly what it is, a very faint shadow, and I can only see it if I hold it perfectly. My urine has been very dilluted when I take the tests. I'm pretty sure my dehydration is starting a uti, which is causing AF-like cramps. I keep thinking it looks like your's from right before your "real" BFP, but I think it's just wishful thinking.

[bryan and nina]

I definitely see something in the bottom one; not so much the top... GAH! I want this so bad for you!!!!

Well, that is how mine started though..... I still have hope for you!! Try fmu again. I am so sorry this is such an emotional rollercoaster. That really sucks; it's better just to know one way or the other!

[rlh27]

I thought I'd use an OPK to give me a reference line, but I barely even got anything on the OPK. I'm sure that's a bad sign. Anyways, I still think I see "something" on this morning's test, but it's so darn faint, I'm sure it's just some dye stuck in the test or is my imagination. Maybe my temp will stay up and I'll get a BFP tomorrow. Anybody ever go from VERY negative to easy to discern positive in like 12 hours?

[Caerus]

I'm sorry the HPTs are being so evil to you this month! Goodness! Tell Hubby to hide them for a few days, so you don't keep torturing yourself.

That said, I think I see something, but I probably have line-o-vision.

[bryan and nina]

Cant wait for you to wake up!!

[bexbex81]

GL and FX for you hunny xx

[rlh27]

So here's the situation: I swear AF is about to show up any second. I have some very light pink spotting. I haven't had spotting in months, but I have it now, and it's pink (instead of my usual brown), so that tells me that it'll be good ol' AF red soon. And I had cramps all night. She's coming for sure.

....at least that's what I thought until my temp was still up this morning.

I was up several times in the night going to the bathroom, so I don't know how good my FMU will be. I'm kind of freaking out here.