[Hopolka]

Alright, now I'm hung up on whether or not I want to test. It's a little to late for FMU or even SMU..I'm afraid to test and get a BFN again. These have been my thoughts:

"Get a grip Hannah! Just wait, test on Vday...waiting will only make the line darker"

"No, no, no...test. It won't hurt anything to test. You know you want to"

"No, I can't test. I'm just wasting my time and money"

"If you test now and get a BFP you could think of ways to surprise DH on Vday"

"But, if you get a BFN it'll be the worst Vday ever"

"I have all these unusual symptoms before AF, could it be?...no, no probably not"

"Well, but we Bd'd at the right time...its a possibility"

"Oh, just make up your mind already"



It's like I'm fighting with myself. POAS would both make me feel good and probably bad. My urine isn't concentrated enough right now to register squat so I know I'll prob get a BFN but I'm 10 DPO now and a lot of women recently have been getting their BFP around then.

[ninja_mommy]

I would at least wait until tomorrow so I could use FMU or SMU! Good luck when testing. I hope we can be in Oct DDC together!